Such is the price of intellectual integrity. The best ideas are always met with derision before acceptance.
I know I asked for it. But somehow, I hoped that they'd be ignited rather than ... annoyed. Or something. I don't know. This is stupid.
May I ask what you were ranting about?
Go back about 10 pages, I think. You should be either near the beginning or the middle of it.
It always feels worse than it actually is, depending on the people. If you are outcasted from conversations with them then they are not willing to accept another side of an issue and probably are terrible in conversations anyway. If they don't do that it will just blow over soon enough. I would say we all say stupid things, but voicing ones own beliefs is a bit of a gray area I won't tack on the word stupid to.
Just chillax and don't worry.
Yeah, well... now they're accusing me of not reading their arguments and saying the way I ask questions annoys them, "we're both students," yadda yadda. I'm kind of afraid to talk in class.
Ugh, I--I don't want to get so worked up over this. But it really bothers me. I mean, I do have a professor who's doing nice things like throwing books at me when I finish the classwork early, to give me something to do, and saying: "so, have you finished faster than these three, who are smarter than
hell?"
But I want to do well in this class, too, and I want to be something other than a problem for everyone. I just don't know how to make myself something other than a problem in humanities courses, nowadays...
Ugh.
EDIT: Fuck it. They asked for it, they got it, let's move on. I'll just keep on working hard and doing what I can.