So today I had my paramedic exam.
I aced the first 3 theoretical parts of the exam.
It was shocking to see, that they were designed to be easy, after how much work I had with all the material.
In my opinon it is insulting to get an A, for knowing nearly everything and only a B, for knowing next to nothing.
But that's not the part I'm upset about.
So my co-worker, which I had trained with for weeks, for the two practical parts of the exams told me off at the last moment.
Well I asked another person I had known from the theoretical course, to help me out.
So I passed the first practical exam, got an A and lif is good, right?
Wrong.
He was actually working together with another co-worker and was allowed to help me out after he passed the exams himself, as there was no other single person to form a group with.
Unfortunately his group failed the next exam and they refused to help me in the last practical part.
I didn't take offense at his decline, as I can imageine how depressed they must have felt.
My other two co-workers, including the back-stabbing bastard, which I had helped to learn for the theoretical part of the exam, declined my plea, stating that they were "not in the mood".
I spend the next hours looking for someone to team up with.
5 hours passed and I was starving, as the examiners forbade us to leave the building to get something to eat.
I ended up with a randomly assigned partner, which already had passed his exams and probably couldn't care less about mine.
So while I was occupied with my part (checking for trauma, taking care of the patient etc), he missed a crucial detail and I didn't realized it until it was too late.
Well and since it was group work, blame was shared and I failed that part.
Ah, the injustice!
I nearly cried, because of humiliation, anger and wrongfulness