I've been trying to think of something to say, as sort of a final "fuck you all" kind of message, but I really can't manage to think of anything that wouldn't be immediately passed off and laughed at. It's obvious that none of you realize that this community meant a lot to me, and to have people treat me like such shit was hard. As many of you who have the slightest incling towards psychology could guess from the type of posts I made (specifically my roleplay game which I lead) I have deep issues. Everyone does, I know, I'm not trying to be special. I just.. I can't deal.. I know it's funny. I realize if I was anyone but me right now, it would seem comical that I would just freak the fuck out so hard about something as simple as a MSPA thread argument over a character. I'm not even that mad at people like Aqizzar and Cthulu. They have been here so long, and have constantly been rewarded for acting like they don't give a flying fuck about anyone but themselves, so I really shouldn't take any offense towards the way they acted in that thread.
I don't want an apology either. I just urge people to understand that not everyone here has thick skin. There are people like me, who think of everyone here as a sort of second-family, and that sometimes when someone is signalling for help (albeit it in an overly-dramatic fashion, I'm aware), that offering nothing but cruelty can lead to negative things.
I'm still not coming to back to post more. I'm going to continue to log in for a little bit just to wrap up a few conversations I've been having via PM, and then that's it.
tl;dr: Baawwww I quit.