Oh whatcha talking about you'll be fine you just gotta be cool. I never thought of myself as a people person or anything, hold on I'm getting a yesterday thought back.
Alright, so yesterday I went to a major league baseball game, and I can say this now because no one is around, but I thought it was boring and not very entertaining at all. In fact the most enjoyable thing there was the $6 small cup of Sprite! We left at 3pm and didn't get there until 7pm, I sat in a train for 3 hours (which broke down once) and then rode the rest on a subway. But that didn't bother me, I didn't complain at all. Then we get there and you know, it wasn't even that fun. I'm not interested in sports at all, but my Dad got tickets from his brother and he can't just go by himself, that would be a jerk move (getting to the point here). Then you know the game ends and we have to take the 4 hour trip back, I can bet I said about 10 sentences the whole time from leaving to coming back home (I got home at like 3am, you can look at my post history or something because I'm a super geek that doesn't leave his house unless on professional business).
You want to know something? Your mind is a bendable mold. I didn't enjoy it, but who the hell cares because it was just great being there. I was at Times Squares dude, I saw stuff I've never seen before. I went on a train and subway for the first time. On these public transportation I saw that New Yorkers are really nice people, I couldn't count the number of times I've seen someone get up or move for someone else. My Aunt that came was having a hard time breathing so some lady noticed and gave her her water, my Aunt tried to pay for it but no she didn't want that. They even gave her a foam finger from the game, because we didn't have time to buy anything (lucky us). People are nice, anybody that is not deserves pity and new directions.
Same goes for a more get to know people public place called school. Yeah I ain't that old, but who cares because you're awesome and I'm awesome. There's no point in fighting, no point. I have friends in school that talk to me, unimaginable two years early. You want to know what changed this?? I STOPPED BEING MOPEY AND CYNICAL. Oh my fucking god you won't believe what this does, my stress level has dropped to the fuckin floor. I'm one chill dude guy and this doesn't effect your grades at all. I actually think they improve my grades because that's what's happening to me dog. I've been in high honors for three years now (my whole highschool life) and guess what? Every year gets better, way way better. Freshmen year? Don't even know that dudes name, doesn't talk to anyone, seems like he hates me for being a human. Sophomore year? I know his first name, only talks to two or three people, nothing much really. Junior year? I pretty cool dude that has a odd sense of humor that doesn't make me feel scummy, just one funny guy.
You and me? Fucking awesome.