Went to friend's. Played Pathfinder. When the game was over, my mom normally picks me up. This time her ex came with her. He had offered to drive her to pick me up.
Whole drive back to his house he was screaming at me about how I'm a failure, a loser, and won't go anywhere in life because I have no life. That at my age I should be out drinking every night with my friends, have a full-time job, be out of college, and have at least two kids.
I get it. I know. I'm pathetic, with no license or car, still in school, and will likely be unable to take care of myself if left alone. I have no interests or hobbies outside of gaming, and have been repeatedly told that I should give up games and internet. I'm a disappointment, and should have independence by now. I shouldn't need pills that may or may not work. People have higher expectations of me than they should, I think.
It's strange, since my mom had to try to give me the medication without her ex seeing them whenever we were at her ex's for the weekend. Apparently he's known I've been on them shortly after I started taking them over a year ago. So he is allowed to know, but I can't let my own family know?
And why was he so pissed off at me the whole way back? Because he had to come out to pick me up, because he was missing a hockey game. Again, he specifically asked to come with my mom to get me.
Can't say I'm happy with my life.