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[Gentlefish]

Alot of times I try to imagine what it would be like to have a girlfriend or whatever, and the only thing I can really imagine is a woman that is extremely critical and judgmental of me and everything I do; that is just disgusted with me and chimes in with cutting words no matter what I'm doing. It makes my stomach turn to be this badly ostracized by an imaginary girlfriend, and at the same time being lonely.

Shoot, man. That's rough. Dump her. What are some things you'd like from a girlfriend, things you'd like to do with someone? That's what you might try thinking about.

Go bowling? Bowling is fun, especially the wii variety.

[Jopax]

Bluuurgh. The sickness has flared up, clogged up nose and sore throat with an annoying headache to boot. It's barely noon and I feel like going back to bed sleep some more.

Trouble is, I have an exam tommorrow morning that I need to study for :V

[ChairmanPoo]

Can't you get a medicaal certificate and delay the exam?

[Jopax]

It's a bit too late for that, plus, don't think it's serious enough to warrant it.

That's always been one of my issues with my immune system. It's a tough bastard so I've almost never been so completely sick as to be unable to function at all. But every time I do get sick it's just enough to fuck with me. So I'll drag it around for a month because I'm never sick enough to just do nothing for a week and get better properly.

Hopefully enough tea and oranges/lemons puts this one in check, because apart from the exam tommorrow, I have about a month of the buggers coming up too :I

[scrdest]

Bluuurgh. The sickness has flared up, clogged up nose and sore throat with an annoying headache to boot. It's barely noon and I feel like going back to bed sleep some more.

Trouble is, I have an exam tommorrow morning that I need to study for :V

Diseases: They'll always come at the worst possible time. Want time of school? No illness. Need to be at school and need to study hard? 'Here's fucking winter vomiting mixed with pneumonia and a side order of no voice. Enjoy!'

Trauma, too. 'Hey, you're gonna absolutely HAVE to be on time for your appointments, because being late for exam is fucking yourself over? And you walk there normally? Lolnope, time to misstep and fuck up your ankle, kthxbaibai.

[Bauglir]

I have this terrible feeling that "This theory not only lacks predictive power, its retrospective explanatory power is so broad as to make it tautological - and therefore terrible science" is something I'll be saying a lot this semester

It's happening again. I think I'm going to make it my goal to do this every week, now. Time to make me some enemies >______________>

[Cryxis, Prince of Doom]

Alot of times I try to imagine what it would be like to have a girlfriend or whatever, and the only thing I can really imagine is a woman that is extremely critical and judgmental of me and everything I do; that is just disgusted with me and chimes in with cutting words no matter what I'm doing. It makes my stomach turn to be this badly ostracized by an imaginary girlfriend, and at the same time being lonely.

Shoot, man. That's rough. Dump her. What are some things you'd like from a girlfriend, things you'd like to do with someone? That's what you might try thinking about.

Go bowling? Bowling is fun, especially the wii variety.

Yes bowling is much fun

[WillowLuman]

Every time there is angry shouting or something otherwise scary, the dog comes and climbs up on me wherever I happen to be sitting. She is not a small dog.

[Cryxis, Prince of Doom]

Is this what depression feels like?
If it is I hate it...

[pisskop]

Depression is wondering 'why bother'
  Knowing you could go do it, and if you stuck with it you might even enjoy it
But not willing to try

When you are depressed, you're just as happy inside at home than with companions.
  And the effort level is minimal, as soon as you hit a challenge, or any task that requires more than even  little effort your willingness plummets.
Even if you do work up the effort to do something you don't want to, everything about it just seems like a hassle.

[Helgoland]

When you are depressed, you're just as happy inside at home than with companions.

Well that's not (necessarily) true - even on a rainy day, the sun comes through occasionally. But I can confirm the rest of that post a thousand times.

[Cryxis, Prince of Doom]

I guess I'm depressed then
Rant on first world problems that I shouldn't even be sad about but I'm too damn restarted to see my life doesn't suck

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My project made zero progress this weekend because of temperature problems. My girlfriend didn't and still doesn't want to do anything, why bother even thinking that, she never wants to go out and do anything. I guess I'm ok with not hanging out with her even though we barely hang out anymore compared to how much we used to, then she gets pissy at me for not getting on xbox live and playing with her when I'm trying to talk to an old friend who I havnt talked to in forever.
Oh but why did I even bother, he ended up having to do other things and we couldn't talk, ok I'll just relax and try to play some Titan fall, ya that'll calm me down
NOOOOOPPPPE! Girl friend still all pissy that I'm not playing a game with her and another one of our friends even though I don't like that game anymore
Sigh fine I'll play.(it was mine craft)
I end up just sitting around in game for half an hour doing nothing till we switch to creative, she then starts trolling us and that was annoying.
We finaly played black ops which was pretty fun.
Go to bed
Wake up today and all the stuff from my project/experiment that I did yesterday was in vain.
I have nothing to do
We didn't go to church because my mom doesn't feel good
Oh did I forget to mention she has been nagging me about that project that isn't working, ya
GF still doesn't want to acctualy do anything but god forbid I don't play video games with her when she won't go out on a date with me
Oh yeah we also forgot about our ten month anniversary, which we didn't do anything on so I asked if she wanted to do anything tonight to make up for it
No
She also had to mention that she only wants to go on a real date so either she needs a car or I need to get my licens.
Because ya know I'm not already in a shitty mood or anything
Ya now everything just feels pointless and tedious

E: not having a good day
Mom asks why I'm in a bad mood
I grunt
She asks,"did you and [redacted] break up?"

Is that your first guess every freaking time?!?

[Cptn Kaladin Anrizlokum]

I've been taking pills to maybe help with my depression, I and I guess they are working?
Sertraline... It kind of helps? I've stopped getting days of depression, so instead I just feel nothing... Is depression the only emotion I had? It seems like it.

[Helgoland]

That... doesn't sound like depression, mate. Just like a shitty weekend. Look on the bright side, cheer up: You don't have a chronic debilitating illness!

[Cryxis, Prince of Doom]

By pisskops description it fits
I don't care to do anything
I'm having a shitty weekend
And everything seems like a hastle
Sorry though to people with real depression