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Author Topic: Things that made you sad today thread.  (Read 9702136 times)

Orange Wizard

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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #84195 on: November 09, 2014, 10:35:07 pm »

Um
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #84196 on: November 09, 2014, 10:45:33 pm »

what

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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #84197 on: November 09, 2014, 10:49:25 pm »

what

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Presumably because the blood was somewhere they didn't want it.
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #84198 on: November 09, 2014, 10:50:53 pm »

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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #84199 on: November 09, 2014, 10:52:04 pm »

That's not how you're supposed to deal with the blood. The appropriate way to use it is to flush out a length of the intestines  (with water) and drain the blood and loose bits into that. Instant sausage.
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #84200 on: November 09, 2014, 10:53:44 pm »

Poopsausage :>
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #84201 on: November 09, 2014, 10:55:44 pm »

Not those loose bits.
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #84202 on: November 09, 2014, 10:57:13 pm »

These videos were slightly depressing


http://youtu.be/E_qvy82U4RE

http://youtu.be/X7HmltUWXgs

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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #84203 on: November 09, 2014, 11:01:08 pm »

These videos were slightly depressing


http://youtu.be/E_qvy82U4RE

http://youtu.be/X7HmltUWXgs
Dude, its Rick and Morty of course its depressing.
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #84204 on: November 09, 2014, 11:03:20 pm »

I dunno the shows not always that depressing
I mean sure almost getting "assaulted" in a bathroom is bad but having to live near your own corpse or your only purpose in life is to pass butter
That's just depressing
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #84205 on: November 09, 2014, 11:19:55 pm »

Sooo. I was depressed a few years back, but I managed to pull myself out of it. I've made it two years, amassed a new set of friends, and  I'm finally getting out of the shell I made around myself. I make it to a few days ago, aaanddd it's back. In force. As in suicide thoughts, the whole shebang. Completely out of the fucking blue. I would never go through with it, because I have a sister and parents and I'm not going to do that to them, but my mind has this horrible tendency of just looping through something, usually a conversation, again and again and again. So for the whole 1/2 hour of lunch break I had to keep going over something like this:

Brain: "You know, you could just kill yourself. You have that half an hour after school before anyone's around."
Me:"No. I'm not going to. What about [sister]? I'm not gonna do that to her."
All the while having different images of my loved ones finding my corpse.

It's not even like I believe there to be an afterlife, and I sure as hell don't want oblivion, so WHY THE FUCK do I have this constant, nudging urge to go off myself. I hate it, I have no clue why it's back, and I'm so fucking sick of it. I've been through this once, and god damn do I not want to do it again.

You know what sucks the most? I can't fucking tell anyone. I don't know why, I have tried, but if I go for help, I rehearse the conversation a dozen damn times in my head, but then I go completely fucking mute when I go to talk and I can't say a damn word. I can't tell my parents, my sister, my friends, and I came damn close to deleting this as well. Fuck this shit. Just, fuck this shit.
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #84206 on: November 09, 2014, 11:22:14 pm »

I thought the second one was funny but whatever

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haha shit man

that sounds pretty normal

the other day I thought about pulling my car into the opposite lane in traffic and murdering seven people via vehicular homicide

that shit just kinda happens, just roll with the punches your brain throws and deal

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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #84207 on: November 09, 2014, 11:25:51 pm »

I thought the second one was funny but whatever

@XY

haha shit man

that sounds pretty normal

the other day I thought about pulling my car into the opposite lane in traffic and murdering seven people via vehicular homicide

that shit just kinda happens, just roll with the punches your brain throws and deal

That's a normal thought?
I mean I've thought up some bad stuff but just randomly thinking, "huh, maybe I should kill myself and take out a minivan while I'm at it"

No offence just kinda weirded me out a bit
Sorry if that came across mean
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #84208 on: November 09, 2014, 11:27:32 pm »

I have recurring urges to become a serial killer. Sometimes I'll work out the details as a thought exercise. It's just kind of a thing that happens to some people, I guess.
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #84209 on: November 09, 2014, 11:30:40 pm »

I thought the second one was funny but whatever

@XY

haha shit man

that sounds pretty normal

the other day I thought about pulling my car into the opposite lane in traffic and murdering seven people via vehicular homicide

that shit just kinda happens, just roll with the punches your brain throws and deal
If it was just one thought about tying a noose and hanging myself, or whatever cruel thing my brain throws at me, I would totally agree. But I feel like the only reason I haven't so far is because I feel a sense of duty to my family to keep going. Otherwise, I have this feeling I actually would have (using one of the examples my brain so helpfully gave me), tied a noose, [details omitted because OH GOD NO],and actually hanged myself (along with a shitton of other things just to make sure). And it keeps. fucking. happening. As in, whenever there isn't something I'm actively working on.

edit:single-time things, as in that thought to jump from a high place, is actually pretty normal. Seeing yourself hanging while your younger sister finds your corpse, yeeaahh prob'ly not.
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