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Bauglir

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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #83355 on: October 20, 2014, 06:01:32 pm »

Studying International Law has done as much to convince me of the fundamental disconnect between reality and the people in charge of government as any scandal or other act of openly-brandished, willful ignorance in recent memory. One the one hand, it's somewhat refreshing to see so nakedly presented the hypocrisy of people who've never had to worry about being on the wrong side of power, when it comes to applying it. On the other hand, it's pretty infuriating. Let nobody tell you otherwise - the practice of public international law is the practice of creative writing, in service of whatever whims happen to be dancing about within the judge's head, with lip service paid toward concepts like "basic human decency" and absolute, unswerving devotion to sacred cows like "state immunity". Some will tell you it's because the former are ill-defined and the latter have concrete definitions - these are both true facts, but they're totally beside the point, which is that nations have found themselves in a Hobbesian state of nature and decided that consent really should be the sole basis of the law (except when it comes to people, obviously - only politicians can be trusted with that kind of discretion).

Now, don't get me wrong. I understand the idea that courts shouldn't be able to unilaterally do as they please, just because of moral convictions one way or the other. In fact, I endorse that perspective pretty heavily. I'm surprisingly cool with courts doing things that are apparently evil because the law forbids it, or the precedent they'd create would be a greater evil still. That's not actually the issue, here. The problem isn't in the particular applications of the law letting injustice slip through the cracks - it's that the very foundation of the law is based on the same sort of peculiar sense of entitlement that lets an aristocrat decry as the real entitlement any demands that a shred of responsibility be exercised with the power he's been lucky enough to inherit.

Basically, one of my classes this semester has been in dealing with the contortions of "logic" that prop up a vision of global society that hasn't advanced since fucking Westphalia. And it's been really unpleasant.

EDIT: Wow, that was really vague. Let me be more concrete! A big problem is that there's no logical consistency in the law. There is consistency, but it's purely that nations with power in a given scenario tend to use that power to benefit themselves. There are, however, voluminous writings about why "this ruling is totally unbiased and fair, guys, trust us!" So, not only is the field filled with hypocrisy that's forced to stand as precedent, not only is "nation-states are self-serving" a more reliable guide to predicting outcomes than any actual legal principle, but the literature is solidly filled with authors who refuse to admit it and mistake complexity for nuance.
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #83356 on: October 20, 2014, 07:50:53 pm »

That injury from the nail to  the head is not fun. I have been told I might have a "slow bleed" in my brain and have been told to get a CT scan. I think that's a cat scan. Thankfully the symptoms have been declining a little: the metal taste, the headache, etc, but the fact that they are still present at all is worrisome. My doctor said that if there is inter-cranial bleeding, then the only option is surgery to excavate the blood....

I'm terrified at this prospect, because brain surgery possible and "chance of diminished cognitive functioning and brain damage" are not things you EVER want to come out of your physician's mouth....

I am sincerely hoping that this is nothing and that things will go away. This is possible, from what I have heard from my doctor, but it is scary to think that things I am experiencing could be from this...
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #83357 on: October 20, 2014, 07:53:10 pm »

I kind of see it as a rule that if you still possess enough sentience to be distressed at your head trauma, then you probably will be fine.
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« Reply #83358 on: October 20, 2014, 07:54:03 pm »

Yeah, but I've had that headache for like 7, or 8 days or so. I hope you are right though.
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #83359 on: October 20, 2014, 07:55:40 pm »

Do not fuck around with this.
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« Reply #83360 on: October 20, 2014, 07:56:48 pm »

Do not fuck around with this.

Guess who's calling for a CT scan at 9AM tomorrow? :(

Also a weird thing is that my mom (and to a lesser extent my dad) cannot emotionally process bad news. They keep insisting everything is fine. Once when a sibling broke a hand, they kept saying he was fine, til he got a ride to the hospital and an x ray.... It's a "hear no evil, see no evil," type of crazy.... Mom will disappear into being busy when things are bad. She floored an entire room in one night once as a distraction. Go figure.

Now my mind is racing. I hope it's not that thing but if it isn't then why have I been having headaches and metal taste and gah.... Slight freaking out.
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #83361 on: October 20, 2014, 08:00:12 pm »

Good luck. I hope they find that surgery is unnecessary.
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“What are you doing?”, asked Minsky. “I am training a randomly wired neural net to play Tic-Tac-Toe” Sussman replied. “Why is the net wired randomly?”, asked Minsky. “I do not want it to have any preconceptions of how to play”, Sussman said.
Minsky then shut his eyes. “Why do you close your eyes?”, Sussman asked his teacher.
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #83362 on: October 20, 2014, 09:02:09 pm »

I give you my best wishes, even though they're functionally worthless. And don't worry about your parents. Ignore them if at all possible for the immediate future.
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #83363 on: October 20, 2014, 09:12:42 pm »

Here's also hoping the surgery proves unnecessary. But if it doesn't, we'll all still be here for you.
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #83364 on: October 20, 2014, 09:24:13 pm »

I've got a only my family needs to know sad
I just felt like putting it here
Let's just say that somethig really bad is happening with my cousin
Nothing like getting kidnaped or anything like that
But just something that is.... How do I want to put it?...... Very very awful

Narrowing the list as to keep some crazy out of it
It's nothing sexual
And it's nothing that they did
It's their health
They are in their teens and this is just really bad




Also on an unrelated note
Truean, I hope nothing bad is found
I'll pray for you if that still means anything :/
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #83365 on: October 20, 2014, 09:37:02 pm »

I think your autocorrect broke Truean's name, Cryxis :P

Also Truean, don't stress yourself out from worry about all that :s Worry won't do anything good but increase the emotional output of the result if negative (bad), or alleviate into a mush of emotions if positive (good).
Direct that worry into studies--do not generalize "chance of diminished cognitive functioning and brain damage"
That is a usual thing many people do when they hear possibilities in the future regarding medical works. It gets generalized. Stress goes up. People go D:
Now that pertains to where exactly you were hit in the brain, and what specific part it got hit with. Considering the extent of damage and the details of the accident--the thing in quotation marks would most likely be superficial (though to a certain degree), however that does not mean it is permanent and irrecoverable. Depending on the results--the brain can rewire and reconnect to support what was lost (research the proof up :P so your worry will be dispersed personally).

Either way, *hugs and prays for you*
Just don't panic, sis. :P
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« Reply #83366 on: October 20, 2014, 09:43:41 pm »

Fixed it
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #83367 on: October 20, 2014, 10:11:41 pm »

I am pretty much absolutely sure I'm being lied to. And the fucked up part is I'm scared they'll break up with me... Even though I'm planning to break up with them as soon as I see them again.

I'm so fucking confused and tired and lost. So much bullshit.
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #83368 on: October 20, 2014, 11:34:44 pm »

Best wishes Truean on the head injury.  Cranial bleeding sucks balls (especially if it gets to the point where it starts to swell up and push your eyeballs out, even just a little).

Source: "walked off" an aneurysm exploding in middle ear area.
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« Reply #83369 on: October 20, 2014, 11:38:00 pm »

I am pretty much absolutely sure I'm being lied to. And the fucked up part is I'm scared they'll break up with me... Even though I'm planning to break up with them as soon as I see them again.

I'm so fucking confused and tired and lost. So much bullshit.
Talk to them straight up instead of breaking up on assumptions and presumptions on one or the other :<
Helps with the confusion because honesty.
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