>Punishment for spitting on a wad of tissue, soaking it in water, and throwing it at someone, then loudly calling them a filthy nigger in the hallway : Nothing
>Punishment for vocally expressing I disapprove of this : Yelled at, threatened with detention
IM FUCKING VENTING IN THE RAGE THREAD AND ITS DOING NOTHING. I NORMALLY EXPRESS MY THOUGHTS IN WRITING BUT MY FUCKING DAD IS MAKING ME STOP BECAUSE HE WORD FOR WORD THINKS THAT BOYS WRITING MAKES THEM FAGGOTS. I'M CUTTING INTO MY FUCKING ARMS AND LEGS, OPENING UP SCARS, AND DRINKING ENTIRE LITERS OF SOFT DRINK JUST BECAUSE I CANT DO ANYTHING BUT FUCKING TYPE. IM GRIEFING SMALL BYOND SERVERS TO HELL AND BACK, LAYING DOWN, NOTHINGS WORKING. I. CANNOT. VENT. MY. SHEER. GODDAMN. FRUSTRATION.
First of all: All those methods
do not help you at all in regard to your frustration. If you wish to give pain onto others because you yourself were hurt...then I do daresay now, that will not lead to
anything good for you. Venting in that manner is...destructive and malevolent, and mayhap, not lead to any sort of good development or growth from it.
You should realize, that hurting others because you were hurt or causing such grief to them will not aid you despite its notion of macabre...fun.
Go. Tell. Someone. In. Authority. Like whomever we advised before! Police foremost--I've heard you're American, the police there are trustworthy. The bad news about police only hit the indecent
few who are idiots enough to destroy their purpose and profession. Go to one of your school counselors--if in doubt if they're any good, greet them with
kindness and
ask. Drop that
fucking attitude of swearing hate and anger.
That gets you nowhere and in fact, is a reflection of whatever bad things were done to you. Ignore those thoughts to swear out your pain. You're seeking for help? Then seek it
without malice.We're here to help,
but you can only be helped if you choose to be helped and act for it.So don't question if its doing 'nothing' if you don't do anything about it--sometimes answers to your own problems come in analysis of your own words. Your dad has a...problem, one that should be approached open-mindedly, yet one that should also be approached with help from someone who
both has the tools and knowledge to help. Self-cutting
does not help. Drinking anything other than water
does not help. Griefing
by the very word itself does not help (unless you really want to hurt others...>_>).
Laying down and resting does help, if you
stop focusing on the pain for a moment and think of a solution for it.Just focusing on it would generally keep your mind attached to the feelings and emotions...attached to that event that caused you pain. Focus on something else--keep a tranquil mind, then
think about what you're going to do.If you shall vent, do it not in an uncouth manner.