Guess I'm back to the sad thread:
Man I just don't know what's up with Deli Girl. I was super ecstatic when I got her number, and when we talked it was her to come out and say that she was available and maybe we could hang out on the weekend. But now the weekend is here and... it's impossible to get a hold of her. I mean, I'll put off one day, she said that she had a migraine and didn't feel like doing anything. I'll chalk that up to coincidence and give the benefit of the doubt, even if my gut is panicking and thinking it's an excuse to get out of seeing me.
So I just put off Saturday, cause pushing things back to Sunday is alright. I text her once in the afternoon, just a short one asking how she's doing, and I wait patiently and... now nothing all day. What the hell is up? The feeling of being ignored by women is all too familiar and painful, and it's freaking me out no matter how hard I try to preoccupy myself to keep myself cool.
It's feeling like I'm running a race, and just about to hit the finish line when I run face first into an invisible forcefield. I don't know what it's made of, or where it comes from, or how to get through or around it, but it's there and it's stopping me from making progress.
I'm just not sure what to do here. I wasted my whole weekend looking forward to this, I could've gone to my cousin's arm wrestling competition in Kalamazoo, but I passed that up just for this chance. Now I'm just feeling like a moron without a clue how to proceed. Did my luck run out already?