"I reject your reality, and substitute my own. I know what the fuck I am doing. Just who the hell do you think I am?"
Hehehe, that sounds like a good quote.
Yeah, it's my combination resolution that comes in 3 parts.
"I reject your reality and substitute my own.": Last I heard was from Adam Savage on Mythbusters. Basically, I don't give a crap about that everyone believes, but what I believe is what I go by. My reality (or my way) > the world's reality (or the world's way). To improve my odds and abilities, I must make the world/reality my domain.
"I know what the fuck I am doing.": If not, then what the hell AM I doing? I don't do things without a purpose or without involving it as some sort of backup plan. Within my state of mind/reality, everything is part of a greater plan. I'm just building by my blueprint, even if it's just winging it half the time.
"Just who the hell do you think I am?": Of course, from Gurren Lagaan. It's as the quote is stated. You dare underestimate me or my goal? There's your first mistake. I seek my opponent to become arrogant so I can have an easy jump towards the jugular and take them down in a near-instant. Why near-instant? I want them to feel the sting before they fall to let them know they lost. Plus, last thing I need is someone who doesn't know they lost looming around like a lost soul.
I think I already quoted and explained this before. But yeah, it's been my New Year's resolution for 2 years straight. It changed my attitude and behavior with life. It helped me go from worrying about even the littlest of things with how others think of me to just plain not giving a fuck about it. I've been underestimated and reciprocated such battles (mostly of wits) so many times, I'm actually bored with it. Maybe that's why principalities and powers (beyond nature) are more interesting targets to me lately. Either I defy the odds by outwitting nature/possible gods, or just beating them over the head with it until I get my way. Rather humiliating if a mere mortal can outwit a god/principality/power. I mean, to this day, I have yet to be smited. But maybe mortality is punishment enough.
EDIT:
I just tried playing a game offline through steam, and thanks to it's auto-update despite my disability, I'm now getting the "failed to load platform modules" errors, and now all my games through Steam are worthless. I cannot play them at all. Grr.
They have dropped yet another level on my respect for them.