I'm... 5'3" and look even smaller (about 4'11", apparently, though I don't know why). Believe it.
Basically, here's what I know about myself and education, and please forgive me for momentarily dropping my self-deprecating veneer.
I am exceptionally bright. I am far brighter than most of the students that attend this university, and that brightness has been compounded with a large amount of education, both solitary and formal. However, my general intelligence is hobbled--or strengthened, depending on your point of view--with a total inability to study lots of things simultaneously, or keep myself working on something in which I have lost interest all day every day. The obsessive window is long, but it's not infinite.
The other thing is that I have a very low tolerance for repetition of textbook material in class, and tend to get angry about needing to interact with other people on their whimsy at any and every hour (read: most of the time, I'd gladly go a week or so without talking to anyone). Furthermore, I tend to do my best to downplay my own intelligence, because it seems to be rather off-putting; this also exhausts me, and generally makes me feel shitty about myself because I'm spending so much energy trying not to show other people up in some locales, and trying not to look like an idiot in a small handful of others (the ones in which I actually need to be doing something other than phoning it in to succeed). I get deception-whiplash.
And so, all of this is a long way of saying that I learn best on my own, that college generally has been a bloody terrible way to meet peers or feel that I'm really learning the things I want to know (though what I have learned is how to ask good questions and use an academic library, which very well might have been worth all that money; I don't know why my high school teachers thought college was going to fix my feelings of loneliness, I really don't), and that right now I'd give one of my toes to have a solid 8-hour chunk every day in which I can do what I want and sit around in my PJs coding or writing or doing whatever without needing to hand it off to someone else, and without a deadline on every single goddamned thing I do in my day. I don't care if I have to pretend out my ass the rest of the day, and I don't care that much if my coworkers and boss are stupid assholes, because hell--I'm young, I'm over-educated, and I've spent my entire life putting up with other people, being bullied, and doing my damndest to be invisible. What I'm craving is a venue in which I don't have to do it 24/7, and in which no one's pretending that I'm being intellectually stimulated.
I'm tired of lying all the time. I'll take lying a third of the time with the prospect of maybe, someday, never having to lie again far more gladly.