Now that I've returned from work (finally), I had some responses leading to a semi-rational explanation of how my mind warped from having been a good person in my past, and after enough abuse I adapt to the environment, and become my abusers. Or something to that effect.
After mulling about what I said earlier at work, I have come to a conclusion to apologize for giving really bad advice based on my counts of really bad experiences. For that, sorry for opening up that can of worms. It seems anything relating to... well, relationships of any kind seems to set me off. Consider it a really bad case of jealousy mixed with vengeful loneliness. In a way, to better explain that vengeance plan (which screws me out of a possible friendship as well): Basically, I have a decent ability to read people, their intentions, and so on; and once the wrong trigger is tripped, I go into a mode of total jackassery and decide that since this person is rather attractive, and likely never experienced the pain I have suffered in my past before, especially since it seems she's the shooter most the time... DRAW! And that's where I blow it; however, it was being the gentleman (just looking for someone to hang out with even) which also caused most of the shoot downs, me on the receiving end. In turn, my mind decides to return the favor to that type of person, provided they match the specs.
Now that I have more information about it, and got other perspectives on the idea, I now notice that as rational it may have seemed in my head, it was a rather irrational reaction. For that, I apologize. In a way, I just feel like God screwed me over big time, and I'm providing him with an invoice one way or another. And if it seemed as if it was a whole entitlement thing; I didn't mean it that way, it just... well, I'm a perfect example of what happens when someone that may have genuinely been mostly good in their past finally snaps. Not a pretty sight indeed.
Considering I realized what just happened and the reactions to my statement; this tune ran through my head all throughout work:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gyZDZCGQJf8