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[Zironic]

You say you signaled for "help" all over the place, but you never thought to just ask?  What in the world was stopping you?

If you want to air how awful you think your life is, go make a thread in Life Advice so we can ignore it.

Like I said, the positive responses from people who are just good people like Vector are the reason why I loved this community. It's clear that some people do want to help, or at the very least want to appear like they would help, but it doesn't matter at this point. There is enough negativity surrounding this issue that it would be pointless to try to forget it. I really don't want to cause drama. It's stupid. Everyone on these forums are fine. I'm just really emotionally unstable, and this is just my coping mechanism.

Bandages,

I don't think we know each other. However, I've been on the internet for the majority of my life. I see how it works. If you want friends. People to care for. Go outside, Make friends. Join clubs, take up activities. If you want the pure emotionless human incarnate distilled into a few sentences, go on a internet forum.

[cowofdoom78963]

Im sorry for everything I said. Everything I didn't say. I love you like a brother bandages. I know that sounds kind of weird, but it's true. Some people might even think Im joking, but this isent a joke. Dont leave. I cant make promises for anyone else, but I wont laugh at you. Who cares what Aqizzar said? He's just a jerk. Dont even listen to him. You're better then that Bandages.

You're the man Bandages. You're gonna win this thing. On this fourm or off it. I believe in you.

[alway]

All copies of RIT library's book Godel, Escher, Bach were checked out years ago and never returned.

[MetalSlimeHunt]

Truthfully, I work hard in school so that one day I can produce my Ph. D and say "See? I'm a fucking Doctor of Drama".

If that's your reasoning, it would be much better to get a Ph. D in space-based physics and get hired by NASA.

Sarcastic Person: "Oh what are you, a rocket scient-"
You: (Shoves Doctorate in their face) "BAM, motherfucker!"

[Zai]

Sarcastic Person: "Oh what are you, a rocket scient-"

Barely anybody uses that line where I live. Probably because everybody's a rocket scientist here except me. Which is an exaggeration of course, but there is a metric fuckton of them here.

[MaximumZero]

That, of course, means you should become a Neurosurgeon.

"What is this, brain surgery?"
"Yes. Yes, it is. Now put a mask on and hand me the bonesaw."

[alway]

Alternatively, you could get degrees in 50 different subjects from a diploma mill so you can tell people that you are, in fact, qualified to do anything you want.

[MetalSlimeHunt]

That, of course, means you should become a NeuroCardiovascularsurgeon.

"What is this, brain surgery Great, what's next, open-heart surgery?"
"Yes. Yes, it is. Child's play! Now put a mask on and hand me the rib spreader bonesaw."

[Schilcote]

Right, this whole bandages thing is totally all human emotional bullshit, and so I have no real idea what the hell is happening, but I'd just like to say that no matter what your part in this whole affair, you all fail for giving a shit. Seriously.

Also, it appears that I will be sleeping on the sidewalk tonight.

[MetalSlimeHunt]

Schilcote, how in the hell will you be sleeping on the sidewalk tonight with internet access now?

[Schilcote]

Schilcote, how in the hell will you be sleeping on the sidewalk tonight with internet access now?

Hotel.
Full explaination: I am in a hotel room with my father. He snores loud enough that I cannot drown out the noise with anything quiet enough to not wake him up. Why he doesn't wake himself up with his snoring I do not know. What I do know is that I'm rolling 1d6 for SAN loss every two seconds, and I was born with about -10. I can barely sleep in even the most favorable conditions, and of course I actually need to sleep tonight because of the muscle fatigue I mentioned earlier.

I really should have gone through with that whole "kill everyone I know including myself with improvised explosives" plan I had when I was in fifth grade.

EDIT:

Though suddenly, it seems my mental faculties have returned in full, and as long as I have the Cave Story soundtrack playing at medium volume...
I guess I just needed to lie down for a minute. Huh. My brain is weird.

[MetalSlimeHunt]

Just lay down in the dark and don't be concerned about your father. Fatigue will cause your brain to tune him out eventually, and then you'll be asleep in no time at all.

[Schilcote]

Just lay down in the dark and don't be concerned about your father. Fatigue will cause your brain to tune him out eventually, and then you'll be asleep in no time at all.

My brain doesn't work like yours does. I can't just "tune things out". ahhshitmentaldisruption

sowasdf;

More volume. He's snoring lounder. Hlike I was saying, things that annoy me sort of screw things up in my head and it hutrs alot. and stuff sanity and stuff and stuff.'ow

think I'm just going to take my machine outside, there should be outlets otue htert, if i can just avoi waiking him up I can;t defend my self...

[MetalSlimeHunt]

The more you say these things, the more doubt that I find cast upon them. Like mashing sentences together whenever something bothers you in reality. "Can't defend yourself"? Is your father abusive?

[Vector]

All copies of RIT library's book Godel, Escher, Bach were checked out years ago and never returned.

O_O

No!  No, this is very bad!  You might be able to get a copy cheap at a yardsale, or something... or at the NY public library?