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[methylatedspirit]

Firefox, you motherfucker. Crashed while I was writing a fucking essay on my own sadness. Fuck you. And I didn't even get the text back. You're lucky Rice's theorem is true.

It was something about me being uncomfortable with roommates due to total lack of privacy. Then it escalated into me, because I'm a total non-conformist, feeling unsafe where I live. After that, I expressed a strong desire to leave to somewhere more tolerant with regard to gender, religion, and general tradition. Then I ended with "Some day. Some day." and rattled off a couple of paranoid-sounding phrases, like "Friendliness does not mean trust." and "Lie. You are under no obligation to tell the truth."

Goddamn Rice's theorem, making any and all behavioral questions about programs undecidable above some level of complexity. If it was false, no program would ever have bugs. There would exist a perfect algorithm that can decide whether there are bugs in a program. Alas, such a thing is not possible. To be able to do that, you must sacrifice Turing-completeness.

[Iduno]

Yeah, It's coincidentally more likely for me as well, for what it's worth.

[Imic]

I've run out of things to say. Depression, adhd, ptsd, anxiety, I don't know anymore. I just want to be able to draw.

[MaximumZero]

I was in absolutely excruciating pain last night, and just walking from apartment to car and back put me down. I'm starting to think the polymer on my spine is coming loose, like the screws did before they got taken out. Egads, it fucking hurts, even with opioids.

[Mephansteras]

Damn, that sucks Zero. I can only imagine what that feels like.

[ChairmanPoo]

I'm sad because there is not yet a thread for things that have made you afraid. I feel that of the four major emotions it is underrepresented here.

Yes, thats because the anger thread was a problem. And fear leads to anger.

[Vector]

Poo, why reply to a post from 2009...

[bloop_bleep]

And there is such a thread now...

The autism from the vaccine is starting to kick in.

/joke

[dragdeler]

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[MaximumZero]

Damn, that sucks Zero. I can only imagine what that feels like.

It's...uh...unpleasant. Yeah, let's go with that.

[Kagus]

And there is such a thread now...

The autism from the vaccine is starting to kick in.

/joke

Q: What happens when a person on the spectrum gets vaccinated?

A: They level up.

[Imic]

And there is such a thread now...

The autism from the vaccine is starting to kick in.

/joke

Q: What happens when a person on the spectrum gets vaccinated?

A: They level up.

I am no longer on the Spectrum.
I am the spectrum.

[Iduno]

He got got by the forum software.

having a 9h workday after 5x6h is litteral torture... the week is like... tolerable ... so obviously it needed a knockout punch at the  end to make it soulcrushing like any real job.


I went to bed at 22h30 and i still feel like crap im not buying that anybody could ever adapt to this, its wreaking havoc on the sleep schedule just so turbonormies can throw their saturday away standing in line, I hate them theyre not smart early bird gets the worm? fuck you the second mouse gets the cheese now get a grip and stop being a workoholic fucking nolife.


edit: i should compile a ear rupturing mixtape and dub that with a degrading lecture blast it each saturday morning until they relent

I don't understand the "got to get there before everyone else" logic. If everyone's doing that, just go later. People getting in a rush to do the only thing they have to do that day so they can be bored later.

[martinuzz]

More raging furious than sad.

My mom has been showing signs of hypomania for the past few months again. I've warned mental healthcare services. They came, didn't see the signs, and wandered off again.. Again.

Last time that happened was six years ago and ended with my mom being locked beween 4 walls for months, and turned into a drooling zombie for 5 years (Abilify is THE worst crap ever made), with mental health care apologizing to me on their knees that they didn't listen to me.

It has now developed again into full blown mania. There we go again. Why are psychologists and psychiatrists so fucking retarded...
Sometimes I wish I weren't such a pacifist. I'd smack their heads into each other.

[Vector]

I'm worried about Caz.


I'm sorry, Martinuzz. I've had some vaguely similar experiences and can only say that I wish things weren't this way.