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[ChairmanPoo]

my sleep sched is really fucked and i'm really bad at fixing it, it's really not helping with the general piece of shit feel i've been having the last two weeks. the multiple cans of monster probably aren't helping either but frankly it's less for the sugar or the caffiiine or whatever it's that it tastes really fucking good

But it probably doesnt taste as sweet as your urine will when you finally get diabetes

[hops]

I'm completely exhausted with paranoia and that's why I pretty much existed on Discord and don't post on forum, but now Discord is joining team evil too.

Fuck it.

If somebody hates me enough to take me down, they're free to do so. I'd rather they just politely PM me to kill myself first.

Condemn me for having an online life all you want. Condemn me for putting my info online. I barely have anything I care about on meatspace. I've rather live free than hide in fear.

[Rowanas]

I'm completely exhausted with paranoia and that's why I pretty much existed on Discord and don't post on forum, but now Discord is joining team evil too.

Fuck it.

If somebody hates me enough to take me down, they're free to do so. I'd rather they just politely PM me to kill myself first.

Condemn me for having an online life all you want. Condemn me for putting my info online. I barely have anything I care about on meatspace. I've rather live free than hide in fear.

Yeah, that discord nosense is annoying.  Most of everything online is a lie I put up there for safety or my own amusement (I get a lot of facebook birthday wishes in early April, before everyone realises that i'm also celebrating my 109th birthday), but the amount of time I spen(d/t) distracting myself with computer games is no lie.

[hops]

The problem is that I have people I really, truly care about online. I'm past crafting a persona to them, now.

[Rowanas]

The problem is that I have people I really, truly care about online. I'm past crafting a persona to them, now.

Ah, fair enough.  I've posted stuff up here (like my big sad) because there's very little likelihood of it accidentally spilling into meatspace, so if it doesn't work out, I can keep my meatspace me safe from online truths.... which is, huh, exactly the opposite of what I do with the rest of my information, how curious.

[Doomblade187]

Online feels like a safe space in some ways- maybe part of the reason?

[JoshuaFH]

I guess I was overreacting about my car situation. I poured in some stuff to fix the leaky coolant problem, and that cleared it up ostensibly. I'm still going to be keeping an eye on it though.

[ChairmanPoo]

Someone screamed at me at work today. Possibly it was a misunderstanding, possibly he thought I was of a lower rank. It matters not because I have strong opinions about people who treat their subordinates badly

I could possibly make a big ruckus about it, file an official complaint, and get a false apology. I won't do that either because that nets me nothing and requires an effort.


No, what I will do is dump this on the lap of my brave companions -who suggested I talk to this asshole in the first place- and get *them* to find out what this moron with a low concept of priority intends to do about the matter I was calling him for

[hops]

I'm so stressed I feel like I'm dying.

[ChairmanPoo]

Ok, so the forementioned moron screamed at my coworker as well.  So equal opportunity asshole it seems.

It would be funny if it didn't involve real people's lives.  I tell you, there are too many dumbfucks  around who watched one too many House episodes and think acting like raging assholes makes them better professionals.

[Sirus]

Well, my dad lost his job.

I'd probably be more sad if I hadn't seen this coming for at least a month. At least he'll get unemployment payouts for a while, and we're usually pretty good about pinching pennies when the money gets tight.

[KingofstarrySkies]

no job
no money

had to ask my friend who i share my crunchyroll account with for money so we can pay for it and i felt bad but he didn't seem bothered but jesus fuck i hate asking people for money

[Arx]

I'm forgetting to eat again. And/or just too demotivated to eat. I guess I blame the heat?

[Dunamisdeos]

I want to forget to eat too much.

[JoshuaFH]

Do you not feel hunger? How do you forget to eat?

Though don't worry about it, so long as you're staying hydrated, and you're not malnourished to start with, you can go for weeks or months without eating. Most people think that's insane, but it's possible.