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[Rolan7]

I would love to join a cult.
Current tabletop (NWoD demons) game is triggering me

[MaximumZero]

I'm very hungry. I'm too drunk to drive to get food. I will remain hungry.

[TheBiggerFish]

I'm very hungry. I'm too drunk to drive to get food. I will remain hungry.

*pats*

onliiiiine

orderiiiiinnnnggggg

(may vary depending upon availability and funding levels)

[MaximumZero]

I live in a hick town in thie middle of nowhere. everthing closed 4 housrs ago. I'm much more drunk now. That's not helping.

My theme song right about now. (that took mych more concentration than it sould have. BBC is hard drunk.)

[TheBiggerFish]

*hugs MZero*

Maybe just try to sleep then?

[Shadowlord]

I live in a hick town in thie middle of nowhere. everthing closed 4 housrs ago. I'm much more drunk now. That's not helping.

My theme song right about now. (that took mych more concentration than it sould have. BBC is hard drunk.)

Not https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OQhbt2c8JqU ?

[MaximumZero]

Naw. I'm depresseed and drunk, not determined and drnyk.

Alsosad: I'm now officially out of alcoho. I drank it all.

*hugs MZero*

Maybe just try to sleep then?

Yeah, I probably should, but I'mn not super happy with my job right now, and I mostly just miss this one girl that I can't have because of stupid shit.

[TheBiggerFish]

hey MZero

*drink some water or something and
goto sleeeeeeep

If you still need to vent, my PM box is open, but I recommend not rambling drunkenly at random Internet people.

[Shadowlord]

I'm sure there is/was a drunk thread, so that's always an option.

_{I never read it}

[hops]

I'm an okay person. I have identified that I would be more interesting if I was a content creator and learned to write and draw.


...This was supposed to be a sad but I figured out a solution in the second sentence. Welp. 

I guess I was going to say I didn't like my level of intelligence and appearance very much but the people who think I'm ugly will still think I'm ugly no matter what I do anyways, and I have enough intelligence to do my job. Maybe it's time for me to stop caring so much about how I look.

[Silthuri]

It's very hard for me to concentrate. I've missed so much class...

My body just feels heavy. I'm exhausted.

I dyed my hair just like I wanted to. My dad is doing his damnedest to make me regret it.  I don't want to, but I'm starting to.

I also decided to take a year off between my bachelors degree and law school because if I'm falling apart in my undergraduate, I won't make it through law school. He's trying to force me to change my mind by bringing up all of the doubts I've had since I made the decision. I hate him.

I'm getting very tired of "soldiering on." Fighting to get out of bed in the morning is getting old. Nothing I've done is helping. Therapy, medication... and my life is still a living hell. Things are getting worse. It feels like I'm sliding down into a bottomless pit and no matter how hard I try, I can't get out.

[TheBiggerFish]

*hugs Silthuri*

Don't let anybody make you do something you don't want to do.

Therapy and therapists are widely varied, just because one has failed you doesn't mean all have.  Keep searching, you'll find someone who can help.  Maybe it's not even a therapist, but just, someone you can talk to, yeah?

[hector13]

Someone that knows how to listen, brah.

[Silthuri]

I've actually tried two different therapists, group therapy, and four different medications. I know a lot of people have done more, but at this point, it's exhausting. I feel like I should see some glimmer of a light at the end of the tunnel, but I don't.

And I don't feel like there's anyone in my life that I can just talk to. I have a few people online that I can go to, but they have a lot of troubles on their own. The only real friend I have is my boyfriend and I don't have any other acquaintances that I feel comfortable talking to about such personal things.

IRL I don't have anyone who knows how to listen aside from my fellow group therapy people, and I only see them for an hour and a half once a week and we're discouraged from really interacting outside the group.

[Shadowlord]

Toxicity in your personal life (like from your dad) can have a huge effect on your state of mind and well-being, and the easiest way to deal with it is always to get away from it. Or to learn to ignore it, depending on how hard leaving is. (I am assuming that you can't convince him that he's doing the opposite of helping.)