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[Vector]

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[TheBiggerFish]

 

*applies more hugs*

Get well soon.

[ChairmanPoo]

Don't let TheBiggerFish hug you. I can't emphasize this enough. He started off platonically, but he quickly became nonplatonic. Consider yourselves warned.

[Vector]

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[Truean]

If it helps, I do not want your butt.

I can relate to not wanting to be social. Been told everything I've done is wrong, etc. Those people were just incredibly mean, and many of the worst of them are in prison, so there's that.

[Vector]

i knew i could count on you, truean

yeah, it's true, isn't it? people are so fucking mean.

i keep having nightmares about being raped. it didn't bother me for the first two nights. now it's getting old.

then i fantasize about having somebody to confide in. first it's all jazz and roses and mood lighting then my fantasy figure starts picking on me and calling me weak and broken and doesn't want to be seen with me in public. then i clam up and the imaginary friend starts shaming me for a lack of emotional involvement. then i try to stop dreaming about this false person and they call me a traitor and disloyal for not being more considerate, and saying that i owe them for all the flowers and soft piano music because they're so fucking great and i should be grateful grateful grateful that they bothered to spatula me off the road where i got killed (and then ran me over a few more times). then it's just images of me being beaten or strangled over and over. violence and nightmares.

then i really don't want to talk to anyone. like now. don't quote me, i'm going to edit this post so that i can avoid having spoken.

[Truean]

For what it's worth, I know the feeling. Also in a perfect world, I'd hug you nicely and be the good parts of that.

[TheBiggerFish]

I second the second half of Truean's post.  I wish I could actually help, but unfortunately I'm limited to words on a screen.

[Bauglir]

I'm sad that something so shitty to experience is also so persistent, Vec.

Hope that doesn't drop too many hints at the original post content. I can edit if necessary.

i'm also sad that the card game i went to play turned out to be really unfun, leading me to drop out after all hope of winning a payout had been exhausted, which is why i'm here right now

dunno where to go from here? probably get some work done or something, but this weekend has just been a relentless series of fun plans turning out to be total failures

[Vector]

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[TheBiggerFish]

...

I really want to help Vector...

I don't know how, or if, I can...

[Orange Wizard]

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That's horrible but I laughed. I'm sorry.

[hops]

The best you can do is not be one of those people, and you're doing pretty good at that.

I guess I'm just only too young to have my faith in people obliterated, but I really think some alone time would be good. It's not like one is required to socialize all the time.

[Descan]

vector, there's only one answer:

kidnap matt damon and go live on mars

[Vector]

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