This topic made me sad today >:C
Mainly its because it reminded me that my grandma is totaly senile at her 83 years old now, and I can feel she's going to die sometime soon. And then there's my father, whose stomach problems coupled with spine joint degradation are making him weaker month after month. He's an ex-seargent so he's pretty strong, so it doesn't show alot, but I have this feeling that it is going to happen when I least expect it.
Two years ago he got hospitalized with a serious internal stomach injury and had a hemorrhage, which got close to killing him. We have different personalities, so when we disagree on some random subject we tend to have arguments, though its rather rare, but when we do I get mad at him, then it starts to suck even more cause it makes me think of all this. Almost everybody at home has nice stable jobs and I'm doing pretty well on lawschool, so we'll have no real financial issues if he dies, but I don't wanna think about what will happen to my mom if he dies years earlier then her. She's not much younger then him, but he's her life, and I know I won't be able to take care of her if all comes to the worst. By that time I'll have a career and my own life to worry about, I'll have to trust my sister with that since among all of us 3, she's the one thats most likely to be able to properly take care of her.