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[TD1]

I wish I didn't need a car.

+1

I don't need a car. Everyone I know is rabid to get one and use it. I'm happy enough not to spend a fortune on transport, thank-you-very-much, especially when combined with the possibility of fiery vehicular death.

[Kot]

I'm sitting here at 1:30 AM and wondering what is the best way to commit suicide. I should proably get help but fuck people and their help, when I wanted help nobody gave a shit so they shouldn't pretend they do now.

Also, I'm proably not going to do it anyway because I still have fucking retarded hope for... something... to happen.

[Orange Wizard]

Please talk to someone x.x

[Kot]

You should realize that by the time someone says this kind of shit on random forums where random internet people are, they proably have noone to talk with.

[Gentlefish]

Do you have a something in mind, or is it a vague "something better"?

My pm box is open if you're not comfortable enough talking about it here.

We are, after all, still people. And I'm always ready to make a new friend.

[TheBiggerFish]

@Kot:Then talk with him, or me, or anyone who's offered.

Please.

My PM box is open.

I don't know how helpful I'll be but I'll try.

[Amperzand]

Consider my uncharismatic self added to the list of those willing to talk.

[TheBiggerFish]

Also, *hugs Kot*.  I just wish I could do something more than that.

[GiglameshDespair]

You should realize that by the time someone says this kind of shit on random forums where random internet people are, they proably have noone to talk with.

Suicide hotline, perhaps? It's what they're for. They're probably going to be pretty qualified to talk about it, really.

[Gentlefish]

Heh. We're killing folks with kindness here.

Hope we're not scaring you, friend.

Thanks for the hugs earlier guys, I'm not feeling suicidal but just generally like... I want to cry? It's weird. Stupid anime bullshit is making me tear up more than ever these days.

Hey, spehss? The same goes for you, don't worry  like I said, I'm always ready to make a new friend.

You should realize that by the time someone says this kind of shit on random forums where random internet people are, they proably have noone to talk with.

Suicide hotline, perhaps? It's what they're for. They're probably going to be pretty qualified to talk about it, really.

Can confirm. Significant other's mother is a psychologist and volunteers for such a hotline.

[Kot]

Do you have a something in mind, or is it a vague "something better"?

Kind of both. I have something very specific in mind, though I am not exactly sure if I actually want it, but at this point I'm just exhausted and proably want ANYTHING to happen.

Also, I'm not exactly sure what would I PM you guys (and yes, you're all damn scary). The initial reason for the whole thing is still somewhere around in this thread or others, and I think I mentioned the rest too. Honestly I am proably overreacting and having drama problems right now but on the other hand I am certainly having the worst time of my life. Seriously I don't need anyone to convice me to not kill myself, I would need someone close in real life to help me, which I recently realized I don't have, which is also the part of the problem.

[Kot]

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Also great, I'm having problems with Bay12 of all the things.

[TheBiggerFish]

...

*applies hugs because they just don't know what else to do.*

[Amperzand]

...

*applies hugs because they just don't know what else to do.*

[Kot]

Apparently nobody does, I certainly don't. I'm expert at getting into situations that can't be seemingly solved in an good way.