Well. Isn't the amount of love and admiration on here just amazing?
Well, I read through the Happy thread, and by the end I was in one of my morose moods (workerdrone knows all about them). So, I sat down and had a good, hard think, about the entirety of my time on this forum. And I loved it.
Ok, So I go back to my first posts. Back then, I spent all of my time in Game Suggestions. In fact, the entirety of posts I made were basically intellectual ramblings, a grade-ten trying to expand on another person's Idea.
Then, I found Community Games and Stories. Which was awesome. I read through The Captain's Log. (and still do), and read through the entirety of 'into hell'. Which is where I met Jackrabbit. Seeing him post in Eternal Fortress, I decided to check that out, where I found the awesomeness that is Aqizzar. That was pretty much the moment when I decided that the people on here weren't your average ass-crack forum.
So, I trotted off to General Discussion, to see if it was any different from the last romp I made into various nonsence. And, one of the first posts I saw was Sofia admitting to everyone how much she thought of them all as a family. So immediately I thought 'oh, this place is fairly wierd.' But, I guess it drew me in, and I started posting there heaps. Too much, but whatever. I actually find the reaction of the people on there was awesome. I fuck up, people let me know, I fix it, everyone is friends again.
And then I started messaging individual people. And then I really got to know people. I began to trust this forum more, and like the people on it. Then, when Sofia's internet broke, I started talking to WorkerDrone. It started off as pretty much me making little quips at how much he hated me (for anyone who remembered the gigantic argument), and then as we got to know eachother better, shit really started looking up for me. And I messaged him, and told him heaps of dark burdens I have upon me, and he told me to stop being a wuss.
And since then I have more or less Idolised him.
That speel said. WD - Don't ever change, by which I mean. Change back. Sofia (No I REFUSE to call you Janet), You're my internet role-model... some people would call this an un-wise decision, but, it seems to be working out for me. Just don't do anything I'd regret. Jackrabbit. Hurry up and finish school. Duke. I love you. Don't tell anyone. NewMars - I wanna RP with you again. And hurry the fuck up with GENUIS. Vester... When am I getting my picture? Nah. You're awesome, and one of the first forum-ites to actually post in one of my threads... Which counts for.. something. And for everyone else on this forum, who I neglected to mention, or, for pretty much the forum as a whole. You guys are the best anonymous friends I've ever had on the internets.
... *ahem*... *sniff*