I dunno. I just got another buttload of games at a great price.
The sad thing is, it's going away soon.
Further sadness, my collection is drawing close to a close. I think I nearly fulfilled my childhood dream. So many games, so many I have missed out on, and so many I always wanted to play... finally mine. It's such a good, yet sad feeling. The good kind of sad though. Like a journey coming to a close. But, since I just got them, new chapters are written, and have yet to be read; new lands to explore; more creatures to meet or maul. Once I've thoroughly read them all, THEN it would be an actual end.
One thing about it I can be pleased about, however; I don't need to worry about being single for the rest of my life. I got enough games to occupy me from here on 'til eternity. So to speak. Getting a date would have to be the last thing on my mind, now that I have something (a lotta something) to fill in that canyon in my life.
Let's not forget, all those games have also been legitimately acquired for once in a LONG time. My way of paying back a debt for having tons quality games on my machine after so much lurking around in game stores and online. Would that count as tithing by any means? Or just debt relief? Any which way, it's nice to be legit about it again, regardless total cost so far. Thank God it's been nothing but sales the whole time. I suppose I can count it as a financial miracle. Selfishness which is on sale. A cheap way to spoil myself after ages of serving other, and dealing with all sorts of crap.
In an odd sense, it's like... I dunno, having a baby born in wed-lock after eons of breeding bastards (by definition). Or, if that was a bit much of a description, a kid that got a big-ass allowance, and can spend it to his heart's desire (Candy or toys, methinks). Well, that's how I feel now.
Now that is how you enjoy and begin a new year. A beginning with many fulfilled self-promises (and a successful resolution for all 365 days for once), and some people to hang out with. Prior resolution is the same as my current, a mantra to revert to my old personality that I did like, that was actually useful and fun.
I'll repeat it once more: "I reject your reality, and substitute my own. I know what the fuck I am doing. Just who the hell do you think I am?"
How it was a success: Compared to a prior personality I had, which even I wanted to kick my own ass, the mantra was just a proof of concept; and it worked. Total personality 180. The New Year's party proved it's effectiveness at the end; and God rewarded me with all sorts of games and such through Steam with very cheap prices, and money actually in my bank account for once to obtain them all.
And for the hell of it: Achievement, Fucking, Unlocked.