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[Truean]

Please no quoting, for the usual, fairly obvious reasons:

Kind of an oddball question.

Friend introduced me to another friend. She is awesome and we hang out together with me in cute clothes. There are platonic snuggles and TV/movies. Her fiancee is an engineer and she says he is ok with everything she has told him about: the dresses, the cuddles, the TV watching. We'd all like he and I to meet.

Those of you who know me, know that I've had bad experiences with this in the past, but I believe this guy might actually be different/nice. Simply, my female friends (I'm super gay, etc) inevitably find some guy to be their boyfriend and later husband. For years, many have not liked teh gay (me). Oddly enough, some of the more progressive people have actually been changing their views in a fairly improved way towards the whole GLBT community. That said, there's still a backlash and resistance out there and I'm still very careful. Before all this, once bitten, twice shy. Bitten several times, scarred and paranoid....

When I meet him, he'll probably just be coming home from his engineering job for dinner and his wife and I cook for him. I've actually been sorta helping her out in the kitchen a bit in the past few weeks, and most of the time, I've been in a neat dress (with an apron over it, because who wants food stains). I'm thinking when I meet him the first time, maybe I'll be dressed as a boy...? Basically I just feel vulnerable with how I really am out there, especially around anyone I don't trust or ... don't know.

I believe he might actually be a nice person. Meeting him might be nice, but I'm scared.

Constructive ideas and suggestion?

[Descan]

The thread title reminded me of this...

Now to go back to ignoring GD.

that's cuz that's what it's referencing

[TempAcc]

Got a interview for job in quite an important company next monday, in which they'll also do a technical knowledge test on tax law and related procedures. I'm revising pretty much all I know (and updating my knowledge on newer stuff) about taxation and national tax law and related administrative proceedures today and during the whole weekend.

I'm kinda nervous, but its a really nice opportunity and it'll be great if I get it :v

[Tawa]

Snuggling with sister's guinea pig. He seems to be enjoying himself, and so am I.

[Xantalos]

It's happening.

[Loud Whispers]

spoon hype get

[Jopax]

So I was in a somewhat crappy mood tonight. Number of reasons, none big but combined they kinda killed my funk. So I went to get some food for dinner, nothing really special, some canned beans, bread and a beer to keep it going. But something happened at the store. Not sure why or when but I smiled, a number of small details and events caught my eye there, each nothing major on its own, but again, each deserving a smile. Like the old man who suprised me with fluent english when he started talking to some spanish teens who were buying bread. Or the two boys swinging madly around the separating rails at the check-out. And each of those smiles came easy and sticked on my face.
And as I was walking home I kept smiling, not really sure why, and it felt great, for the first time in what feels like months, I was smiling for no particular reason and it felt great. It's still kinda going, over three hours later, I'm not smiling, but my insides are, I feel good, not rotten. I just hope it lasts more than an evening.

[Loud Whispers]

So I was in a somewhat crappy mood tonight. Number of reasons, none big but combined they kinda killed my funk. So I went to get some food for dinner, nothing really special, some canned beans, bread and a beer to keep it going. But something happened at the store. Not sure why or when but I smiled, a number of small details and events caught my eye there, each nothing major on its own, but again, each deserving a smile. Like the old man who suprised me with fluent english when he started talking to some spanish teens who were buying bread. Or the two boys swinging madly around the separating rails at the check-out. And each of those smiles came easy and sticked on my face.
And as I was walking home I kept smiling, not really sure why, and it felt great, for the first time in what feels like months, I was smiling for no particular reason and it felt great. It's still kinda going, over three hours later, I'm not smiling, but my insides are, I feel good, not rotten. I just hope it lasts more than an evening.

Moon beams and citrus fruits is my guess

[Spehss _]

Starcraft 2 is fuuuuuuun. Reinstalled the game, got Heart of the Swarm expansion for 50% off, $10, been playing zerg campaign all day.

Fun break from college.

[Truean]

Best of luck. I certainly know it's crazy out there. Review some GAAP and IRSC, but you knew that. Knock 'em dead.

[KingofstarrySkies]

I had sour cream and bacon chips. Deeelish.

[Akura]

I had sour cream and bacon chips. Deeelish.

For some reason, I thought that was sour cream and potato chips, only instead of potato, it's potato chip-sized/shaped pieces of bacon.


...I've had a very long day, okay?

[Twinwolf]

Monster Hunter 4 Ultimate is awesome. Only complaint is grinding for healing items.

[Frumple]

Starcraft 2 is fuuuuuuun. Reinstalled the game, got Heart of the Swarm expansion for 50% off, $10, been playing zerg campaign all day.

Don't forget it does have some pretty interesting custom games, even if blizz's handling of 'em did some damage to the creation scene. Might want to give 'em a gander, heh.

... though you don't have to pay to play those, nowadays, iirc.

[Rolan7]

I had sour cream and bacon chips. Deeelish.

For some reason, I thought that was sour cream and potato chips, only instead of potato, it's potato chip-sized/shaped pieces of bacon.


...I've had a very long day, okay?

Mmm, jerky.
On vacation my mom introduced me to fish jerky.  It was heavily spiced and tasted delicious on the trail.  Apparently it was smelly, but that's something I don't have to worry about (:

Sour cream and onion potato chips are good too.