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[Spehss _]

Whelp, I officially graduated high school. The ceremony wasn't too bad. I think I had my first ever panic attack when everyone started walking out onto the stage and I suddenly had to go to the bathroom the instant that there was no time to go. For a couple seconds I felt like I was wetting my pants...ahem. That was terrifying to think of. I blame the panic attack. I had severe pains in my abdominal region, probably because my organs were cringing so hard from the thought of walking in front of tons of people who are all watching me aaaah panic---

 I didn't, uh, have an accident though. Just had a stomach ache from nerves throughout the ceremony and was constantly nervous that I might lose control of my bladder and embarrass myself. Made it through the whole time though. No issues. Just, y'know, nerves. And awkwardness. I calmed down as the ceremony went on.

Ha, I officially survived high school. Onwards to college.

[Descan]

Reminds me of the time I almost had a panic attack a few days ago, from the thought of "Oh god, what if I have a panic attack!?" The seed was, of all things, the cold air. But after that, it was the whole "Oh god, a panic attack! Quick, panic!"

Aside from the slow and steady breathing to focus on as a way to slow down, I think just the absurdity of a recursive panic attack helped calm me down, too.

[Spehss _]

Reminds me of the time I almost had a panic attack a few days ago, from the thought of "Oh god, what if I have a panic attack!?" The seed was, of all things, the cold air. But after that, it was the whole "Oh god, a panic attack! Quick, panic!"

Aside from the slow and steady breathing to focus on as a way to slow down, I think just the absurdity of a recursive panic attack helped calm me down, too.

Recursive panic attacks are definitely a thing though, not really absurd. My mom had bad anxiety that used to be treated with heavy medication, until they suddenly stopped producing it and my mom had to transition to weaker medications and psychological therapy. During that time it was panic attacks all day erry day, and often times she'd wind up worrying over panicking and then the anxiety would get even worse and she'd panic more about how she's panicking and yeah. She got better though.

I dunno really if I actually did have a panic attack or if it was just extreme nerves. All I know is that one minute I was bored and eager for the ceremony to start so I could go into air conditioning again and suddenly the next minute I'm so terrified of the thought of going out in front of all the people and possibly pissing myself that I feel like I could piss myself because I'm terrified of embarrassing myself by pissing myself. It was a right pisser, that was.

I survived though. Whee. Freedom from high school.

[hops]

* Objective is totally fine with getting their ass sore if you know what I mean

IS THAT YOUR.....OBJECTIVE?!??!?!?!

Dammit

[Bauglir]

Hm, so a Hate Story isn't bad, although I can't help but feel I got the least interesting path this runaround. I'll have to take it for another spin.

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I'm not entirely sure how it happened but I locked myself out of the *Mute path accidentally; probably because I did the shutdown procedure with *Hyun-ae active, even though I disabled her core rather than *Mute's. Then I expected the remaining AI's behavior to be a facade to trick the unwary but it was just a regular tsun in glasses.

[Astral]

Reformatted my computer with only one minor hiccup (foregetting to grab network drivers), which was easily resolved due to an Android tablet and a full size USB slot.

[Bauglir]

Oh, and I'm inexplicably hungry so I'm gonna have a big plate of pasta covered in melted cheese and sour cream. That oughtta teach my gut not to mess with me.

[Sirus]

Hm, so a Hate Story isn't bad, although I can't help but feel I got the least interesting path this runaround. I'll have to take it for another spin.

Spoiler (click to show/hide)

I'm not entirely sure how it happened but I locked myself out of the *Mute path accidentally; probably because I did the shutdown procedure with *Hyun-ae active, even though I disabled her core rather than *Mute's. Then I expected the remaining AI's behavior to be a facade to trick the unwary but it was just a regular tsun in glasses.

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*Hyun-ae is a tsun? I dunno, she seemed fairly open when I went through A Hate Story.
I didn't really like *Mute all that much :I

Now play Hate Plus!

[Vector]

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[Bauglir]

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She said, at one point, "It's not like I like you or anything". Those may not have been the exact words, so I sadly cannot say "literally said", but eh. I'm not really complaining, though - it wound up subverting my expectations anyway, so I call that a win.

But yes I have Hate Plus and I will play that as like the very next thing I do once my food is done.

[Sirus]

Might as well get started. Takes three real-time days to play (unless you cheat).

[Scelly9]

I found a goddamned pint of real canadian maple syrup. No preservatives, no added anything, just delicious sugary goodness. I've been lusting after this stuff for like two damn years.

[Arcvasti]

I found a goddamned pint of real canadian maple syrup. No preservatives, no added anything, just delicious sugary goodness. I've been lusting after this stuff for like two damn years.

Don't drink it. Some of my friends ended up vomiting pure syrup after drinking a few too many syrup shots. Because chugging syrup shots is actually a thing some people do up here in Canadia. Although not as much as some people think we do.

[Scelly9]

What a horrible waste! After the first, how could you even taste it anymore.

[Sirus]

I found a goddamned pint of real canadian maple syrup. No preservatives, no added anything, just delicious sugary goodness. I've been lusting after this stuff for like two damn years.

Don't drink it. Some of my friends ended up vomiting pure syrup after drinking a few too many syrup shots Because chugging syrup shots is actually a thing some people do up here in Canadia. Although not as much as some people think we do.

Did he turn into Paul Bunyan?