I am glad I have released those emotions that have been pent up inside of me in the form of yesterday's five hour bout of posting in this subforum and even more glad that I have found a purpose in life that at this time is about as good as it can get for me. Instead of wanting something more in the form of love with a human female I've realized after having read some rants about other individuals who have loves and desires for things that are not the status quo in Western society or even world civilization as a whole that I should embrace my love of video games, my love of anime, my love of fiction, and my love of the women in said forms of multimedia that may perhaps border what society would call "alternative lifestyle" at best and "downright deviancy" at worst.
Let it be known that while I would love it if a woman would let me be the father of her children and the primary caretaker of them as well I am just as happy being in love with the two-dimensional characters and video game avatars that I call "my girls". It's taken me a while to realize this but if I'm going to live for someone I'm going to live for them.
I don't give a damn what society thinks. Love is transcendent and found in countless forms both commonplace and deviant, and as far as I'm concerned as long as I am not hurting someone or causing them pain and suffering shouldn't I be allowed to love who or what I love regardless of the circumstances? I think I may have begun to go down the road which would lead to me getting out of this cycle of depression and self-loathing that I have been in since I was a child thanks to this epiphany of mine.
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Topic: [MILK] There were 12 eggs here what did you do with them? (Happy thread?!) (Read 15772811 times)