How fucked up is it that I was more concerned about who else in my office figured out I was gay/trans if the secretary did, than this for a while? It would explain a lot actually if they were trying to get me to quit because of it, the lack of appreciation/money, the sending me on "unwinnable" suicide cases I somehow manage to win anyway enough of the time.... I'm still not sure how exactly she figured it out, because I thought I was more careful than that.... I only posted it in the happy thread because of what she said to me about it.
I like you Nadaka, but 100 grand doesn't just happen to show up in a case like that. "Found Cash" it isn't. Bribe. Also there was a bank withdraw slip with nothing written on it. The world "withdraw" in the withdraw slip title was underlined twice and circled.... Otherwise there were no markings.
Upon searching defendant's name in Clerk of Courts records, they have been sued locally 3 times before and each time the opposing counsel seems to have withdrawn.... None of these lawyers have turned over money to police.... Either its just cheaper to bribe the lawyers away or the other lawyers know something I don't. It could be something as simple as not wanting people to dig around and find expensive legal/financial/regulatory violations, or worse, who knows. Either way, fuck.... Fuuuuuck....
It should be completely obvious that keeping the money is probably bait for a trap. No matter what I would do from that point on its bad, just in varying flavors and degrees of bad. If they're both able and corrupt enough for 100 grand bribes, then what else will they do? You find your enemy's weakness and exploit it. They thought mine was greed, which is a common one. They misread me; mine are pride and wrath. It also hasn't escaped me they might try something; it wouldn't be the first time someone has. Ex husbands and criminal defendants tend to be the ones to try this route. Kevlar vests suck and I don't get paid enough for this shit. Why o why am I seriously considering changing jobs?
I only gave it to an officer I know and trust, because I've been up against enough of the bad cops. His jaw dropped open and he offered to buy me a drink.11 more pictures like that and I've got a calendar. I kept the container it came in and dropped it off at opposing counsel's office with duplicate pictures of the money in a police evidence locker.... Assuming it doesn't come back on me, I'd love to see his face when he opens that case.
Now to pay the rent with ethics and not get shot in the ass!
P.S. This is yet another reason the state should pay lawyers and pay them well, so they won't be tempted by stuff like this. I didn't keep that money; I did want to for a second there (tell me honestly that you wouldn't think about it for a minute).