I'm of a firm belief that 9/11 was orchestrated by Raptors.
I should probably post in the sad thread that there isn't a Google result for raptor orchestra that fits the term. We need to get in on this and be the first people to make some kinda joke about it.
And yeah, back from classes, onto the weekend, all that good jazz. I also discovered during my math class a way to get past the fear that always seems to keep me from doing crap. For a long time I wouldn't open mail or check my E-Mail because I had an intense fear that something bad, like a bill saying I no longer could attend classes, or an E-Mail saying that I fail every one of my classes or something, would come to me, and I chose ignorance over knowing such information. It is also likely the root of the reason I don't do art: I don't sketch because I fear I'll just doodle some crap and get all depressed over how cruddy it is.
But today I just went ahead and doodled anyway. I knew it was going to be crap, but I did it anyway. I also very vividly visualized the panic and fear that strikes when you receive a letter of very bad news, feeling the cold shiver that manifests.
On the bus I sketched quite a bit more than I usually do, and was much more into it. I also checked all my school crap to make sure everything was working out.
It seems if I scare myself about the thing I'm scared of I get motivated to do it. This would have been a useful thing to know five years ago, but whatever. At least I can get to doing what I need to do and stop living with these restrictions.