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[Renault]

I used to write in a Journal. Every year I would do a running log of how the year went, and my plans for the future. And then, in the future, I'd berate the past me for all of the stupid things I did, and then plan for the next year.

It was fun. But way too dangerous.

Dangerous? Are you plotting heinous acts, or what?

[Vector]

What would you even write in a journal (or whatever you would call it)? I might decide to get me one of these things, but I'm a little paranoid of anybody finding out something I don't want them to know.

Plans mostly, for me.  Long lovesick rants, analyses on one's behavior, opinions on things one's heard about, and so on, and so forth.  Nothing really dangerous.  The occasional "if my biographers publish this, they're going to need a lot of footnotes."  Working out problems and figuring out the best course of action.  Annoyed paragraphs about my parents when I don't want to say something to their face (because I'm being petty) but want somewhere to write about it.  Other sorts of "socially unacceptable" emotions, basically.  "That girl is crushing on me and it really creeps me out but I can't do anything about it."  "I'm scared that I'll come off like some kind of horrible person if I say this aloud."  That sort of thing.  I don't worry about anyone finding it, either, because it's just... words that I felt once.  There's not much in there that can be used for leverage.

[Jackrabbit]

I guess there's going to be in mine, but it's sorta the point. I know what I'm doing is nothing special, I know I'll get over what it is that's bothering me, but fuck it, why not write it down? It'll make me feel better. So I am.

[ECrownofFire]

Because one of the things I'm keeping a secret is my bisexuality and it's kinda hard to do. It makes me feel better that my secret is now a poorly kept one.

It's strange, but people are strange sometimes.

I don't really deal with the whole sexuality thing much at all, just a heterosexual, I think. The unsureness is mostly due to that I am almost 16 (tomorrow Never mind, looked at the clock), and I have yet to really feel any sort of attraction to anybody. I don't *ahem* to men though, so I'm sticking with heterosexual to describe myself.

However, I do have other unrelated things to worry about. Having my entire world view turned upside down is enough stress for me, without throwing in everything else. Thankfully my secret/s is/are well-kept in real life. Maybe having a personal journal would be good, but I'm mostly fine with exposing my non-personal things to the internet. Thank you, anonymity. Still, when I can't access a computer (which is rare), it might be good.

[Jackrabbit]

Well, whatever works for you.

Happy Birthday!

[Renault]

Yeah, happy birthday, bro--and don't stress the sexuality thing too much. It only matters as much as you want it to, heh.

[Enzo]

The unsureness is mostly due to that I am almost 16 (tomorrow Never mind, looked at the clock), and I have yet to really feel any sort of attraction to anybody.

Don't sweat it dude, asexuality saves you a lot of trouble in the long run, I'd think. Just roll with it.

Also, how long has the Armok I subforum been missing? It makes me happy that the necro garbage has come to an end, honestly.

[OmnipotentGrue]

Haps Births, CoF!

[Cthulhu]

Armok 1's still there, what you talkin' bout kinseti?

CoF, you'll find attraction soon enough. 

[OmnipotentGrue]

Armok 1's still there, what you talkin' bout kinseti?

I just noticed that it's not for me either, though.

[Heron TSG]

I see it, but every post in the past month has been deleted.

[smigenboger]

Because one of the things I'm keeping a secret is my bisexuality and it's kinda hard to do. It makes me feel better that my secret is now a poorly kept one.

It's strange, but people are strange sometimes.

You seem pretty chill. Even if the general public found out, I don't think they're going to accuse you of being a !!homosexual!!
(I've been dying to use that in context somehow)
Many of my friends in high school were openly bisexual, but some waited to open up until they graduated, where people are more tolerant and you don't have to deal with them of an daily basis.

[Cthulhu]

I see it, but I can't post in it.

Maybe a black hole flew through it or something.

[Jackrabbit]

Because one of the things I'm keeping a secret is my bisexuality and it's kinda hard to do. It makes me feel better that my secret is now a poorly kept one.

It's strange, but people are strange sometimes.

You seem pretty chill. Even if the general public found out, I don't think they're going to accuse you of being a !!homosexual!!
(I've been dying to use that in context somehow)
Many of my friends in high school were openly bisexual, but some waited to open up until they graduated, where people are more tolerant and you don't have to deal with them of an daily basis.

That is the plan, yes. Also, it must be late, because it took me a minute to work out the flaming homosexual joke, but that made might night.

In other news, watched Being There, and Peter Sellers is still my favorite actor ever, ever.

[Maggarg - Eater of chicke]

The unsureness is mostly due to that I am almost 16 (tomorrow Never mind, looked at the clock), and I have yet to really feel any sort of attraction to anybody.

I wish I was like that. Life would be much easier.