A tale of tragedy becomes a tale of victory.
My day has been... interesting:
Take train to Boston from, take bus home. Really, really need to use the toilet.
Run home, reach door, discover that door... is locked. And Jen, in New Hampshire, has the keys. Okay, I think, front door.
Foyer door is locked as well. Can't get get into the front hallway. Need to use bathroom bad. Okay, I think... I can get into the Foyer from the basement.
Go around to the back, open storm doors, fight through mass of webs and spiders, get basement door open, work my way through the pitch blackness of the basement and up the stairs in to the hallway. Sweet, I'm in! Now, onto the...
Why is the door to the hallway locked.
We NEVER lock the door to the hallway.
Shit.
WAIT. I remember making fun of this doors use as a barrier because the bolts were on the outside. I try everything I can to pry the bolts out, but I've got nothing really suited for the purpose. They aren't budging.
I take out my emergency paperclip, starting to get desperate. I need to go, REALLY bad. Thread it around the bolt - if I pull, it should open... except it's too short to pull. Can't get a grip. And then I drop it down the heating vent.
I stand there for a moment, just looking at it.
Okay, not time to give up yet. I unlock the front door, step out onto the porch, and begin trying windows. Everyone I can reach is secure. Except... Six feet off the ground, there's the tiny window to the bathroom. 2 feet wide, less than that tall, at least the part that can open. But I remember us joking about it missing the screen. Was it locked? I was running out of options, and I didn't need to use the bathroom for something I'd be comfortable doing behind the house. It HAD to work.
So what do I have to prop me up? A turned over flower vase lets me reach the window and... YES. It opens.
I'm done yet though - it's still way up there. And very small. I don't even know if I can fit through it. I look around for a way to make my height pile bigger. Trashcan? Collapses. Damn. Gotta use our deck table. Out incredibly unstable, wobbly deck table. I climb onto to it, clinging to the window. It's still high enough that I can barely get me chest up to it. But I'm driven by need now - I climb!
And get stuck. There's not enough rooms to get my arms through - my shoulders fill the entire thing, and I've got nothing to press off to get further in. Well, fuck. After wiggling back out, I turn my experience crawling through caves to my advantage - I know if I can throw myself up, I go both arms first and do a half twist, and be able to slide in - assuming my arms are strong enough to do all the work. It's been a while. And I'm going to half to jump to manage it, and jump hard. The table I was on wasn't going to survive that without going flying, no question. But what choice did I have?
Breath. Jump. Twist. Scrabble for purchase - catch the end of the sink with one hand. Ignore the curtain - Jen will kill me if I pull that down. Okay, got through up to my chest, and... definitely dangling. I still don't even know if I can fit my hips through this thing - but at this point, I'm committed. I try to pull myself through. My legs brace themselves against the wall, I walk my ass up, and slide through to my hips.
Shit. Why didn't I take the stuff out of my pockets? I pull. I twist. And... it's giving. But there's a no problem - where the hell am I going to GO? If I pull myself in any more, I've got nothing to grip.
Fine. Have to do it in one go then - pull, put arms out, dive head first into the floor and hope it works out.
Yank, yank, yank, sliiiiiiiideCRASH.
Oh god it hurts. I stand up. Close the window. But I made it. I actually made it. Sitting down on the toilet, I can only think quietly to myself.
"Winning!"
I'm like absurdly proud of myself right now.