whoa calm down
I got tourettes too, laugh stuff/people like that off man, no need to have revenge fantasies from it
I've spent over twenty years being told by people that I'm a monster because I'm different on the inside on an almost day-to-day basis and as a result find that ice cream after a long walk helps more than laughter ever will, especially when you've gotten to the point where the sad stories on the news make you laugh more than someone telling you a knock-knock joke. I'm alright though. I'm in the best mood I've been in since I'm going to wager 2011 because of this newfound confidence I've acquired.
Also don't take everything you see on the internet at face value. I may be a monster in the eyes of society but I'm more like Ugly the Cat than John Wayne Gacy any day of the week. Despite how I say I hate people and how angry I get the truth is I just want to be nice to people despite their hate towards me. I want to be kind, gentle, loving, and nurturing and I do my best to be such a person on a regular basis. Yet despite this I never get the one thing I want in life - for people to start returning the favor being kind, gentle, loving and nurturing towards me.
My mother does this but then again that's what mothers are supposed to do. I want someone else to show me what I've been doing my damned best to show civilization as a whole my entire life despite the desire of most people I encounter to label me as a freak and a monster just because I've got problems inside both my brain and nervous system that make me a little weirder than what most people are used to. Since I don't want to hurt people and I don't want to be mean to them offline I get my anger and frustration out online so I don't end up turning into the next James Holmes to hit the news. I don't hate people. I hate how they treat me and how they treat other people, and yet despite this I just want to show them love, kindness and understanding. At least now I may be beginning to have the confidence to do such a thing and maybe get results for a change.
Hey, I'm sorry about the whole "If you see Kay tell him he may see you in tea. Tell him for me." bit. I'm fine now and I was fine then. I guess "happy anger" is a little something that people don't get to see around these parts very much, but a couple people I've had the pleasure of knowing over the years have told me that sometimes you've got to do something good, happy and productive with your anger and frustration. It's better advice than I've been given from any of the shrinks they forced me to see over the years and still force me to see to this day could ever give me.
Anyways, have a nice day everyone.