Welcome back into the fold Arc. The analysis you've done is better now, but I do note when that occured. My @everyone post is an attempt as a final verdict. By then, I've put you on the top of the 'who needs to die' list. It's very bad when I get to that state.
A townie that finally woke up or a mafia that's desperately attempting to appease me? That's what I have to decide now, for now, I lean towards the latter.
What to say to me? I didn't offer anything for you to say that will help you recover. What can you do? What any townie should do: a PROPER analysis combined with scumhunting. If you do well, and you still die, then your posts will have more weight. If your investigation finds a scum, but your 'scumminess' makes you look bad, then if you die, your words will carry and the scum will be pushed at and killed. When you are on the brink of death, taking a scum with you is one of the best things you can do, far better than playing it safe just to stay alive. Don't go "ok, kill me". Don't hyperdefend yourself all day. Don't randomly point fingers. Find the scum we so desperately need, NOW.
Of course, that's playing the 'if you are town' card. If you are mafia, then at this point, there's no hope for you. You can't scumhunt since your flip will ruin your words. You can't try to protect or accuse anyone because all you will do is give us more tools. Silence is probably your best option to hold what info you have left.
I don't think you are just some townie that's been sleeping so far. I believe you're a mafia stuck on the wall. I'm not overconfident to say "YOU ARE 100% SCUM", but I can't see you as town. If you are, then what I wrote above is how I, when I'm town, approach my death: accept that I will probably die, and work hard to make what's left of my life count. I believe, though, that you will read this and go "Let myself die? I can't do that!!" I'll let you decide what to do but, as mafia, none of this will help you beyond looking back and seeing how you can prevent this, next game.