Alright I hate to bust in here, but I'd like some insight. I'd like to try my hand at learning to draw again, that is, accelerate my skill at drawing past the realm of kindergarten finger paintings.
Looking at videos though, and trying these odd online tutorials, I can't help but feel this is ponderously difficult, and I can't see how anyone could start or enjoy this kind of work, though it's obvious that's not the case. More likely than not, this is another of the many things my schizoidal brain just throws a tantrum over, and showers me with discouraging feelings and that prevents me from getting past the starting point on so so so many things. I'd really like to learn, I hate having the feeling of 'I can't do it' but I'm just not sure where to start and the simplest stuff is still so intimidating.
Can anyone steer me in the right direction, it's obvious people can enjoy doing this, and I'd like to see how.
Man honestly, most tutorials are absolute crap.
In fact when it comes to art if anyone busts out a list of steps on how to do one specific end product*, just ignore them as they don't want to teach you to draw, they want to teach you to imitate them.
*Exceptions include: Anatomy of real creatures, shading on real life materials, perspective, and pretty much anything from "real life". These things have "objectively correct" states and thusly somebody can in fact be more correct than you in doing them.
At any rate, judging from what you said it might help if you abandoned traditional step-by-step instruction one element of art at a time and took a more.... open? route to learning.
I would personally suggest just chilling out, watching some videos on piece construction, shading, brush control, etc etc without following along, then practicing on your own for a bit after watching the entire video.
http://CtrlPaint.com is great for this actually.
Once you got the basics of how to actually use your tools down, I'd suggest going into more technical aspects.
Now, you'd probably find textbook-style stuff ass end boring so I'd recommend using some more hands-on methods for this part.
Perspective: just draw stuff, cubes, buildings, signs, anything you want while paying attention to vanishing points and horizon lines and all that crap.
Anatomy: I'd recommend using a pose-study site of some kind after reading up on some basic textual stuff.
Couple of good websites for this include:
Start of a good series on anatomy over on DA:
http://fav.me/d3n4rixTwo useful websites for observational drawing:
http://lovecastle.org/draw/ www.posemaniacs.comBeyond that, practice and post whatever you make here!