There is a reason I moved away from that sort of wall content posting. It stresses me out. Like at this point just vote me out instead if you think I'm scum of the earth, none of this "he's probably scum let's vote y" business. Put your vote on me if you want me gone.
Hugs if you accept them.
I set and maintain boundaries, even in games. I set limits on how I play and what mind-bending I get into (if I like it - it's super welcome - if I don't, I protest not... after a while when I'm at the end of my rope, but as soon as I realize 'wow, this is bugging me'). I try to be specific, and explain if I know like 'if I X and you Y, that triggers me and now I'm having some kinda negative experience, and I don't have a choice in the matter; I literally do that if you Y after I X. Can you avoid Y, at least after I X? It would help me so much'
If I let it go really far? So now I'm deep upset? That seems to make stuff worse for me, so I tend to do it early, as soon as I notice 'whoops! This is a rip tide! Off I'm going towards my freak out, how do I swim sideways out of this! Time to start, and not get too tired! Remember self, backfloat and rest as needed, we're good'
But yeah. Anyone pressing hard COULD be anti-town. Or not. And that's all that matters.
You're a fun player no matter your alignment, you're an awesome teammate when you're compatible wincon - and dangerous when same or not alignment too, you Tricky Dragon You!
Mater needs to hear he's Awesome, and he is. In my eyes. Even if I'm worried about his wincon and worried if I can read him and absolutely freaking terrified that Toaster's some key role with a team trying to make space and protect and hide him. If I gotta tunnel to the other side of the game to get to Toaster? Gonna do it even if I find myself among Mater's MagmaMen along the way.
Tric maybe needs to hear how Awesome Tric is too! Wub you both, let's have an incredible game! (incredibly good, I hope!)
FBYOR6 it was Jack about this state late D1. I wonder if I'll be the one really stressed out in FBYOR8.
Good luck. I hope you find joy and okayness again!