OMG. I am alive. Thank you everyone who had anything to do with that and everyone who did not take actions they could to end me, should those have not been taken.
I am also not converted or otherwise changed. I pray that whoever the heck wins this game can win with a straight survivor, only has to be alive when game ends, and who has no way to end the game themself - my wincon does not seem to have an 'end condition' other than be alive when the game ends.
I still have no information to broker; I do not know what any roles other than mine are, or any numbers of anyone.
I still want no enemies, but consider whoever it is that kills those who want Imp dead to be friendly if not full allies. I know I have no way to know if anyone but town could possibly win with me alive, and I had no desire to see any town die, but bleep bleep bleep curse that anyone who doesn't need me dead would call me 'at best useless' and vote me and want me dead.
Hector, I don't want conflict with you. I don't want conflict with anyone. I handle fear well but you all are terrifying and powerful, at least some of you clearly are. I make no claims about what I can and can't do and have or have not done, but those who would treat me as ally - I do not consider myself useless by any means. I am a darn useful survivor and a useful ally for those who would have me; and if you demand I be your enemy then I will try to be a useful enemy - who the flip wants enemies in the middle of Russian winter? And that goes for you townies too. Town is tempting for me as an ally because I know town wincon can win with me - for all I know town is my only hope, and it sickens me to see that town voted me 'even if I am a survivor'. Town you don't have time. Chase your wincon, I'm not one of your enemies.
Anyone else, I have to trust you not to simply intend to kill me later, that you don't need me dead for some horrible reason like 'can only win if everyone not on your team is dead' or some other misery like that. I find myself very trusting, I have only the hope that someone wants to win with me.
I have hope.