And I don't give a shit about whatever "outs" you gave me on the apple front and then subsequently closed
You totally massively misunderstood or misassumed.
When I mentioned the apple, it was never in connection 'so maybe I should give it to NJW'. You may have decided I meant that. I never thought it.
I brought it up because I don't know if the Page is in scum control. I don't know if we have idiot town willing to take a 50% chance on their vigshot vs mafia.
I never intended to give you the apple when I brought up apple. I'm shocked and disturbed that people started to move to get the apple out of my hands when they heard apple.
I never 'subsequently closed' on anything about that apple.
You took the job without apple option, at least for N2. You had options that didn't involve the apple to get out of that N2. You didn't take them; you don't get apple as well. If you are town and do your job with that Page, which you claimed to have accepted, you shouldn't care about apple is my thinking.
If you need extra help D3, that can be discussed. It may or may not be available. But that's not what you're doing. You're waffling all over the world, and that's scummy to me, hardcore. Because it perfectly matches you don't even have the page anymore, and everything's scum from here on out.
I also want to muddy the waters here. I claim I got an apple from Qua last night.
It's an item. I can do a lot with items. However, if anyone thinks I'm town and need protection from a nightkill, I might be eating the apple tonight. I might give it, I might do things I do with it that are not revealed by Qua's roleflip and don't help town for me to reveal except 'oh, nuff said, there's more here than meets even the apple of the eye'.
However, I might eat it. We already know there's going to be that Page in play tonight. We only see evidence of one unstopped kill last night, there might be more than one kill-able person. But there's a real chance I don't need protection tonight, and maybe someone else does. NJW already said they do not/will not and they haven't retracted that yet.
Here's my first statement of the apple. Sorry if you don't understand the last sentence. I never considered the apple going to you today. That was not why I brought it up.
I asked about your rationale for being willing to take the page at some point, but not to give up the apple. Because that means you thought it was less important to have extra chances to control and block the nightkill THAN FOR YOU TO KEEP THE APPLE AND USE THE PAGE'S POWER. You're more willing to take the page than give up the apple. Or at least that's what I'm getting from the endless paragraphs that make up this thread.
Before I knew you could theoretically control the kill(s) with the Page, I viewed the Page as an item that costs someone an action to move around to avoid being killed. That's a NAI harmful to everyone object. I didn't know your option to maybe handle the Page safely existed; so I offered to remove it from play. That removes from everyone this hot-potato, I think it's better out of play than in, unless someone who could control it exists. My removing it from play also offers a pro-town option above it just being in someone's hands when they die, no biggie, other ways to do it, ideal not to remove the Page from play if there's a good Page in play use for it, which I don't have.
I think you're really scummy for exploring any idea other than page in your hands, after you went as far with it as you did. I think you're scum who had the page, and need outs. I think town you would keep the page and discuss your needs and options. "Guys, I think you get N2 if there's no other kills. Can't promise anything past that". Well, we're talking about removing everything but anti-town kills, so that sounds good if so. But you don't stick to that. You even talk about moving the page before D3, else how could CM or someone else have it + apple N3? So you're talking about no protection N2.
I'd rather keep the Page in your hands, period, if you live, and talk about how to keep protecting you if possible.
Except you're so scum-looking in priority, and fit scum for D1 too, that's hard for me.
Mass votes will decide. It's hard for me, you look really anti-town in how you're doing everything, and your answers still look anti-town to me. And if you're scum on the hook you're going to say anything you think helps. I know that, I'm trying to read everyone deep. Watching the universe where you're anti-town fits really well for my read of your actions.
Still, dig yourself out, and/or town decides. It wasn't easy to stay on web either. I don't know. I just know 'looks and fits anti-town, I don't see pro-town here'. And that drives my vote. I'm hugely relieved I was right about web. I'm town and I don't know, I just read.
But until you went all waffles, this was my read of you, and you had huge, though unearned, town cred with me. You were basically nqt in Max's last game to me, 'What is nqt? Townie, doing town stuff, taking town risks, making town choices, saying hardly any words. Kk, that's town I should protect'. Then you stopped acting like that, hardcore, repeatedly.
It sucks. This was how I saw you, before you went all waffles.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t3Yr4_od7Fc