My goal this year is to continue my education. I stopped reading seriously in my early twenties because I could tell that I was going through the motions and nothing I could find to read related to my life or that of anyone I knew. Also, I read Jude the Obscure at just the wrong time and it really damaged me.
Last year was a watershed in many ways, I've been more successful finding interesting books, and I'm recommitting to working at it. If I have a chance at becoming a professor, which I do, I really want to be one that I can respect. I have a few mathematicians in particular in mind.
I am focused on quality over quantity, but I hope that by the end of the year I'll finish more than 52 books and other pieces of media that can help me on my way.
In the name of completely burning to the ground any chill I once possessed, I will also commit to 1. not reading a single article from the transphobic New York Times in the calendar year of 2023 and 2. looking for more obscure and bracing stuff than the usual pop psychology, soft romance, easy-goes-it politics that I get funneled toward me thru algorithms and well-meaning people.
Don't bother arguing with me about point 1, this isn't the venue and it isn't about the NYT specifically, it's about a commitment to my community and, having handed them way too many clicks over the past ten years, refusing to be their captive audience. I'm taking my eyeballs elsewhere.
Overall I want to be sure that out of the 52, I read books from the following areas:
- 8 or more by trans* authors
- 8 or more by Black authors
- 5 or more by indigenous authors
- 3 - 5 math books
- 5 - 8 books on education/teaching
- 5 or more books on labor and community organizing
- 8 - 13 books in languages other than English, not including comics
At least two of the below:
- Finish one of the Great Chinese Novels
- Read and watch a Shakespeare play I don't know yet (so not Romeo and Juliet, Macbeth, Hamlet, or King Lear)
- Read Les Miserables or Count of Monte Cristo
- Read the Iliad or Odyssey
I don't have any hope of actually doing either this year but I don't want to forget that I think about this often:
- Read the rest of Steinbeck's books
- Finish reading the Aubrey-Maturin series
I also want to go back to watching movies in some of the categories I haven't seen for a long time.
- 10 movies from the Sinosphere
- 10 movies that are anti-fascist or pro-labor or give that Italian neorealist cinema vibe, e.g. Battle of Algiers, Z, Salt of the Earth, Killers of Sheep.
It's a lot and I don't really expect to succeed, but my life has crumbled over the past few years into samey-ness. The important thing is not the volume, it's not the success, it's heaving myself out of this fucked-up Nash equilibrium that I'm sitting in by whatever means are available to me. Let's give it a try ... I have to at least try ...