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[Yellow Pixel]

Hello to all Bay Watchers.

I know it will sound totally crazy, but I truly believe that I will die on that very day, the 1st November 2022, or to be more exact, just between that day and the next. In fact, it is God who told me.

You don't have to believe anything I will tell you and dismiss it as the ravings of a madman if you want. I will write every lasting day of the month on the forum, where I sometimes posted but always lurked, although maybe sometimes incoherently or even in alien language.

I don't have more time to write today, so I will continue tomorrow.

[Superdorf]

Oh dear.

Well, you've always been a pleasant voice on the forums. I hope you survive the end of October!
If not, then best of luck with the next bit.

[MaxTheFox]

Bruh.

[Vector]

I remember seeing you around. Your post history indicates that you've been getting help for psych problems. Please tell some of your IRL friends about how you've been feeling and the messages that you've received lately.

[King Zultan]

I for one have enjoyed conversations and interactions we've had in the past and I hope you don't die.

[Quaksna]

I feared this would come, given your condition. Well if you do leave us, we shall miss you, and know that you have been especially important to me. I had a couple hard times, as you'll all surely aware, and ol' Pixel was always there to support my shoulder. Now when my life has turned around, I am to bid the friend farewell.

Thanks for everything. I'll always remember.

[Magmacube_tr]

I feared this would come, given your condition.

What condition? Do they have some terminal illness?


Man... death is such a strange thing.

[Strik3r]

I hope you will not seek to make those terrible words a self-fulfilling prophecy. We would all miss you, Pixels. i would especially, my friend, and i have missed you. Only for your first post after your absence, to be like the twisting of a knife that's been lodged in my gut for months. I would want nothing more, than for you to tell me about everything you're going through - in private messages, if you prefer it that way. Of course, if you don't want to pour out private stuff like that for others to see, that's your right. Just know, that i will be here as long as you are. I know it may seem strange to read the following words on a screen, in a forum post made by someone whom you've never met face to face, but i do sincerely care about what happens to you, Pixels.

[MaxTheFox]

I don't know you but re-reading this post now that I have more time made me really sad. I hope and pray you are wrong. In any case, people here love and care about you. <3

[dragdeler]

I suggest you show god the middlefinger, first of all god is the one who's dead, just ask Nietzsche**. Your heart will still be beating strong in december 2023, commanding you to have another round, wether you like it or not.

Ever saw final destination? Need be the b12 hivemind will nip faith in the butt, free will might be an illusion, but our tactical mattress formation is not.

Spoiler: ** (click to show/hide)

And don't tell me he's dead he lives on in his works, whereas god? The bible, the quran? Bitch please all hearsay nothing from the man himself.

[Loud Whispers]

You still good Yellow Pixel? Trust in the good people around you; just because God says you will die a certain day doesn't mean it must come to pass. But you've got to seek proper counsel and advice, a medical doctor would be best - one symptom of many conditions is feeling an impending sense of doom for example. Could be there's a biological reason for this fear

[Travis Bickle]

RIP

[King Zultan]

I hope he's still alive, but I have no idea how we could find out without him posting something.

[kaenneth]

Numb/Sad, I'd had two friends with "random thought causing conditions". One died a few years ago when the hospital released him while he was afraid to drink water into 103 degree weather, and he went for a walk across town and died; the other 23 days ago trying to run across the freeway to get to a homeless camp after having leg surgery recently.

I hope Yellow Pixel's non-online support network is there for them.

[Magmacube_tr]

So...

You dead my man?