LilyLaura felt herself growing increasingly frustrated with each passing blow. Every strike met the Katrian meister's barriers with force enough to crack the sky, and yet the ice didn't even crack. Even if the Katrian was merely stalling, Lily would inevitably lose a war of attrition. And even if she did win in the end, Fate might slip away by then. No matter what, Katherine couldn't be allowed to win. Lily had to win this fight, for the sake of the world, and for
her sake.
"You will win when the time is right, Lilith." The Katrian spoke unexpectedly.
Layla retreated back several steps, surprised. "Who the hell are you?" she demanded warily.
"Emmery Canniba, it's nice to meet you, Lilith."
"Don't call me that." Lilith snarled.
"Why not?" Emmery asked, "Isn't that who you are? Please, keep fighting, if you hesitate now you may be too late. My story, brief as it has been, ends now. But if you go at the right time, you can still tell yours. You mustn't forget yourself, Lilith."
Emmery's words were confusing, and Lilith almost fell prey to them. She didn't know what was happening, but there must have been a deeper effect of Emmery's weapon than just creating barriers. Frost weapons were such a nuisance. Forcing herself to think straight, Lylah focused on the fight. She wouldn't lose, not now. Flashing forwards again, she resumed her assault with twice the intensity. Emmery still blocked each strike without showing so much as a hint of effort. With a cry of determination, Lily pushed off the barrier that blocked her next attack, launching herself into the air alongside a flash of electricity. The sky crackled with energy as she rose, drawing power from the clouds into herself. She may have been powerless to defeat Emmery herself, but maybe she could be a conduit for a power that could. A lightning bolt erupted downwards, channeled through Lily's own body. It narrowly missed Emmery, cutting a jagged arc into the ground right next to her. Enraged, Lily unleashed a flurry of bolts, but all met the same fate.
No. I can't. I have to see her again, damn you.Layla felt cold. So cold, so empty. She'd come so far, but in the end she was still just as useless as she was back then.
Fear.She was afraid. Afraid of starting again. She was tired. So very tired. All she wanted to do was give up. To go to sleep and never wake up ever again. Oh god she was
so lonely.
"I JUST WANT TO DIE! WHY WON'T YOU LET ME DIE?" she wailed.
Anguish overwhelming her, she launched downwards in one final flash of brilliant black. There was no rhyme or reason to her attack, it was little more than a desperate plea from someone who didn't care anymore. The roar of thunder caught up to her as she smashed into Emmery with her fist, piercing through the Katrian's girl's stomach like the useless sack of meat it was. Her hand shook with an incomprehensible mix of rage, pain, elation, and terror as she wrenched it free. It glistened with blood and Layla couldn't help but stare at it for a moment. It was enthralling, had she really done that? Killing had been a part of her from round one, but this was something different entirely. It was so far away, like Lily wasn't even there. Where was she? Who was she? How many times had she done this? how many times had she
failed? She was a failure, a piece of trash, worthless, worthless,
worthless. Why couldn't that be her own blood for once? Why did she have to keep fighting over and over when she was so tired? How was she supposed to keep going on, alone? She could barely even remember her name anymore, let alone what the point of it all was. What was she even fighting for?
"Remember." Emmery's words drew Lily back to reality. The Katrian's eyes were glazed over, like they had seen too much and gone blind to protect her. "Remember who you are, Lilith. She loves
you. Don't lose sight of that. Before the beginning, you'll find your answers there."
Lilith wanted to say something, but the sight of Emmery's brain disintegrating through the hole in her skull made it clear that it was too late. At a loss for what else to do, she knelt down and closed the girl's eyes, those eyes that had seen far too much. Emmery was right, she had to remember how this all began. she had to keep track of why and how she had gotten here, because otherwise all of the terrible things she'd done would be for naught.
{...}All of the blood she'd spilled. It was all for Arturia.