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[14] ...you tap William's arm with your hand.
[18] His grip loosens enough for you to speak, and you croak out the word, "Why?"
William's grip tightens, and the mask splits open to reveal his face curled into a snarl. You don't know which is more terrifying. He lifts you up, and twists your head around by your chin, forcing your gaze across the hangar. Your gaze is drug all across the scarred structure, over patches of burnt cement and metal. Over hovercrafts with deep gouges from your wings. One craft is neatly carved in half. Spikes of iron and glass twist up from the floor.
"...you can't control yourself anymore, Pheobe. That's why." Emma is the one to speak, dusting herself off.
"I--I can!"
"You fractured Eric's skull. You nearly gave Isela heat stroke -- hell, several of the Crusaders at the last Nexus can never go near a hydrogen reactor for the rest of their life. Not to mention the burns--" She frowns. "Can you really control yourself right now? Your wings, for SEED's sake, just look how big they are."
You glance back -- they reach a full fifty-five meters, and hang 'loosely' from your back. They stretch out across the entire hangar, and burn into the floor of the structure. Billowing streams of hydrogen fire curving and flowing organically. You try to retract them, but it proves difficult. You look down, taking a deep breath. A deep, ragged breath.
"What happens if the Outlanders piss you off? What happens if Nicole or a Family Head speaks out of turn, Pheobe? Will you be able to control yourself?" Emma snatches up the collar and slams it into your hand. You take a good look at it, focusing for once, without anger. It...its fairly luxurious. The metal is hidden beneath gold and silver filigree marked with suns. Gems are cut into stars and planted into the metal. The inside is lined with soft, silky, but resilient fabric. "It's self-powered, and --"
"It will drain half of your Willpower, I think, and prevent -- lets call it emotional discharge." Cephie volunteers, crossing her arms over her chest. "Civilized planets usually require us to wear these while on the surface. But they're used in training, too."