[-]...I am your dutiful daughter. This power could help us greatly. I cannot deny it, despite the cost.
"Leave me." You call to your Crusaders. The dutiful stoics bow their heads and leave the cryosleep bay. You hear their boots echoing on the metal floors. They fade, and you're left with your Predecessors. You open the caskets and stare down at the half-mummified bodies. Faces like a ghastly reflection stare back at you. Faded red and faded green hang limply over drawn and stretched faces. Patches of chlorine gas and rusted iron dot their respective bodies.
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You run the equation, forcing the arithmetic of your willpower upon the sleeping corpses that lie at your mercy. Your override the Iron Ascended's flagging willpower, separating the Dust from the corpse. There is a struggle, but it is brief. Electromagnetic forces converge and sharpen. It begins as a faint stream, then becomes a cloud of black, smokey dust. You keep it suspended by the hydrogen atoms in the complex nano-circuitry.
The Chlorine Ascended provides more of a struggle, and your nose drips blood from the battle. Your stomach and head throb painfully, but you do not leave a task unfinished. You push through the agony, and the Dust flows free.
[17-5]Then you screw your eyes shut. Your mesmer fails as the Dust of the dead flows over your black skin. Pain, like millions of bone-deep, stabbing needles, threatens to drive you to your knees. You scream until your vocal cords tear themselves apart, but you focus on the arithmetic. Just as your screaming doesn't end when you rip your vocal cords, the pain does not pass when you finish the equation. It only intensifies.
[12-5][6-5] Iron and hydrochloric acid twist themselves together uncontrollably from your skin. The iron itches and you quickly stop the process before too much of your skin is marked with rust by the eddies of untamed willpower. But the acid -- the acid burns away flesh, however, and your bloody tears fall to the silvery metal as you lay upon the cold, hissing floor of the Arkship.
You cannot contain your willpower, and your wings twist themselves free -- shifting and curling. They darken red, until you're dwarfed by the blood-colored 'feathers' of a wild corruption of your natural arithmetic.
[6-5][14-5]Memories of a dozen past lives burn through your brain, threatening to override your own personality matrixes-- 0̴̨̡̧̧̢̢͖̗͇̮̯͇̺̘̜̳̮̩̳͎̖͓̱͇̩̫̪͈͎̺̽̉̆̿̒͂͌̄̔̔̎̄̑̋̚͠ͅ0̶̨̨̲̥̝̞̹̫̞͇̟̟͇̫̻͇̫̭̰͕̣̱̭̜̺̥͓̺͓̹̘̝̗̖̘̳̱̩͇͎̹̫̮̩͑͊̎̆̍̈́̃̈́͆͒̐̎̉
You rise into the air unbidden upon 'bloody' wings, ripping great swathes of iron from the ship that surrounds you. Great twisting wires of rapidly oxidizing metal. Chlorine gas and hydrochloric acid swirl around you, melting what you don't rip apart. Hydrogen fires flare uncontrollably. You scream your psychological agony -- 0̶̢̧̩̗̬̲̫͔̭͉̬̹͈͈̃̒͒͌̔͗̾̽̑͐̄͘͜0̷̛̛̛͇̹̲̉̀̒̇̂̓̋
--you lay upon the ground, unable to control the sobs that wrack your scarred and acid-burned frame.
The Arkship is ruined -- melted wreckage and twisting metal. Stars hang heavy through the cracks in the ceiling of the hangar. Puddles of acid and cooling slag surround you -- so too do the corpses of the Crusader Platoon. They hang impaled from twisting metal. They lay burned and scattered. Flesh melted down to bone. Splattered with molten iron or ripped savagely apart. Blood covers you, and you know it isn't all yours.
Gods--help me. You curl in on yourself, ignoring the pain of your mutilated flesh.I couldn't--I couldn't stop them. I couldn't stop myself. Please.please.please p̶̧̨̫̹͖̮̩͖̰͎̦͉̮̼̓̓͗̇͆̇̽̊̄̚͜͝ͅͅļ̸̱͚͚̟̜͎͎̙͖̹̮͖̮̩͎̥̗͈̼͕̝̖̤͓̱̪͙̱̱̓̈́͜͜e̴͓̫̬͙͎̟̤͙̗̬̗͖̼̳̹̰̿̅ȁ̵̠̠̼̣͍͍̻̜̟̯͙̠͈̤͍͇͖̟͕͓̝͛͂̽̒̂̆̈̎͗̉̎̓̾͘͝s̵̡̧̡̡̧̡̹̫͇̠͚̝̘͖̦̹̜̬̩͉̹̜̦̤̼͈̯͚̥̩̘̦̝̳̫̑͐̓̈̓̇̈̊͆̽̐͗ę̵̥̱̹̭̪̞͉͎͚̳͇͙͚͈̪̙͙͓̥̮̜̪͙̪̝̓͊̽̔͒̋̆̽͘͜ͅh̷̡̢̥̠̥͖̟̫̪̣̺̹̼̞͔̟͉̬̲̞͈͇̫̲̠̓̈̌̾̐̈́̉̉̌̾̈́̒͋͒̃̓̀̌̍̀͂͐͗̿͛̏̓͆͋͂̓̚͝͝ͅe̶̡̡̧̛̘̼̱͖̲̥̘̪̼̓̊̀̈́̾̂̈́̿̌͐̓͆̏̈́͝͝l̷̢̧̨̢͈̳͚͔̻̠̻̗̀̏͒̇̃͋̏̎̚p̵̧̢̨̨̤͓͙̟̞̖̜͉̘̭͋͑͊̈́̇̈́̌͊͒̇̈́̎̋͌̔͗̍̎̊̄́̈́̄͒̊͘m̵̨̡̢̨̪̞͔͚͇͚̫͍̤̖̘̭͉̮̜̗̬̖̯̓͋͐͂̂̈́̀̆͋̀̈́̑̈͑͗̇͘͝͝ͅể̶̩͖͖̯͎̥͙̲͓̤͊̈́̓̎͘.̴̨̡̡̡͙͎̯͚̹̝̱͕̤̻̗̥̪̬͗̐̇̄̎̔̈̅̅̿́͗́̽̽̽̽̌̋̈̓̊̈́̃̚͘͜͝ͅͅ.