I was afraid to go to work every single day, I was afraid that I would bring it home to my mother an ex smoker over the age of 70 who has had lung cancer. I'm afraid of giving her a goddamn cold let alone this. Eventually I decided to leave my job, I made every attempt I could to leave only as a temporary measure or work in a way that would result in less contact with customers, but my boss would have none of it.
I was planning on attempting to go back to work at the end of the month. But with all this stuff about reopening makes me worry about doing that, there's still a half dozen or so new cases every day in my county, that's if you believe that everything is being done to test people, which I sure as hell don't. I'm absolutely sure that number is at least double that, probably closer to 10 times that. and I don't want to get my mother sick, nor do I myself want to get it.
1 man I have known personally since I was a kid has died from coronavirus. An ex coworker of mine that I keep up with through Steam was hospitalized and has felt weaker and more tired ever since (and he's about my age). I don't have a huge pool of friends. But 2 people I know well enough to have had some kind of communication with at least once a week have had this virus. I don't like my chances having io interact with hundreds of people a day.
Damn right I'm terrified, and if you are not afraid to go back to interact with even a few people, every day that you have no idea what precautions they are taking, if any, you might have a problem.
EDIT: In case it was not known I worked at Dollar General. And I was in a low management position, enough to see daily sales numbers and data like that. The store averaged 190 people per day, closer to 300 during the first bits of corona panic when everyone was buying TP and hand sanitizer. I know because its one of the numbers I had to log at the end of the day, every day. My county according to the most official data I can get
Here says 4% of those tested have it. There were 2 shifts per day at my store, which puts me at interacting with half that 190. Which points me at interacting with 3 people per day rounding down that have coronavirus. Yea I'm terrified of returning to work.
Oh and when I say people per day that's actually transactions per day, and I'm assuming 1 person per transaction. If multiple people are doing one transaction they can probably be counted as one person, as they are likely all in the same household. It also helps balance out the occasional person who does two transactions because they forgot to buy something too.