Seems this thread is taking off - guess I'll join. I apologize for the discordant nature of my post - it's hard for me to put my beliefs into words.
I was raised by my mother and grandparents who are all ardent Lutherans of the same American synod. Our whole family has been raised in it, and about half of this generation (me and several of my plethora of cousins) have dropped the faith. Personally, I had a problem with the Protestant mindset of Faith Alone. I had doubts, as anyone would, when I was about 12 or 13. I asked my pastors and teachers for some guidance and they told me to merely and simply believe. This wasn't enough for me and I eventually lost faith due to inconsistences and contradictions. Biggest being the problem of evil and God's punishments being entirely unjust. (Eternal punishment for anything is unreasonable.) Anyway, I lost faith but didn't tell my family as I think many people don't.
Later, I found Aquinas' Summa Contra Gentiles - and was more frustrated. That might have saved my faith as a youngster. I became interested in Catholicism for a bit, but ran into similar issues. For a time, I went hard in the physical. I used to be really into pop science articles with flowery language about how stupendous the universe is. Again, I lost interest in this as I entered university and learned about real science (my Christian high school didn't teach much in the way of fact-checking or the peer-review process)
Now, I'm quite willing to believe in the unreal, but have issues with religions. Religions are communities, and most of them seem toxic and exploitative to me. I like many faiths, and think they're really beautiful, but haven't seen a religion I'd be willing to join yet.
My personal beliefs are totemistic and animistic. It's a bit odd, but 5 university years studying transcendentalism and then 5 years living in Asia got me here. Basically, I see a spirit and soul in everything. Some intention or purpose behind it, not far from Plato's Forms, but not far from Shinto either. I maintain several rituals, taken from other religions, the biggest being mantra chanting, which I do weekly. I think ritual is important. I think totemically when thinking religiously in the way others pray. When I need guidance, I might think hard on Athena, when things are difficult, Ganesha, when thinking of love, perhaps St. Valentine.