It had been a tough month for Albert.
He did not know how to deal with living with another person. Especially not someone like Bojangles. He seemed out and about anyway, with his fishing and sports. Isolation. A cold but sure friend. Haha. Calling isolation a friend, that was irony? Albert's head swam. The walls dripped blood constantly over the course of the first month. He wasn't sure he could stop it with medication. It made him feel like a bucket with paper taped in the cracks as opposed to a bucket with cracks in it. The paper was waterproof, but it peeled away all the same. Paper. Albert had been staring at paper for the past four weeks and it hurt.
Where was he? Albert blinked back into a state of awareness. The walls still called his name. There was an apparition. He did not want to give them names, because names were powerful and magic. He wanted to ignore it but he's been doing that for the past four weeks and it hurt. His ears bled. They didn't bleed but he had to swab them with paper anyways. No, not paper - not paper, the paper was important. He let the blood pool around his wherever his head was. Fuck, no - no, he was on the verge of breaking entirely. As if that bucket from before had someone managed to overflow despite all the cracks and the water suddenly turned to stomach acid.
He was gonna break if he kept this up. He knew this the second he signed up for - too many classes. He did it anyway. Why did he? Who knows. He should. He'll think about it later. Get up. Go. Cling to focus. When you lose focus you disassociate. When you disassociate, your disease can play with your brain like spongy tofu. Focus. Words swimming in your eyes and ears, swat them away. You lay on a bed. Roll to the side. Sweat on your skin beneath your shirt and pants. Foot on the damp floor. Another distraction - you need another bloody distraction. It had been a tough month, and you needed a break. Albert ran out of the dormitory, wishing for someone to intercept him. Someone - anyone - the first person he knows - did you forget your medication?
It had been a tough month for Albert.