I'm also finding that when I take a break, I feel fine after a lot less time spent resting. 30 seconds of deep breathing and some water and I'm good to finish the circuit before I quit and start cooling down.
Pretty crazy right? That first stage of adaptation where you really start recovering faster than you did when you first started working out. That was my "aha, this shit is working!" moment when I started.
Careful on the water though. It doesn't pay to fill up in the middle of your workout. I try to keep it to sips just to wet my mouth and cool my throat a little. Today I actually got distracted, or was just really wrecked, and actually chugged a bit.
Usually I try not to think about it that much, but, well... I got reminded of that fact today
Eh, just remember that if you're happy with your body and reasonably healthy....fuck em.
But change is pretty fun, and exciting. It's fun imagining a different version of yourself and watching it come together.
Today I really confronted the fact that I've been in a rut for a while. I haven't been progressing my weights for many months, I've been avoiding some exercises I know I need to do, like a second day of curls or chest dips, because they're some of the hardest for me and I don't feel like I often have the energy, recovery or time to fit them in. Or adding more shit to my leg day than just squats and deadlifts (I need to get back to do doing side lunges, glute bridges and Bulgarian split squats again. It just felt like too much when I was starting to low bar squat and deadlift so I didn't want to push myself to injury. But that was many months ago.) I've swapped out some exercises here and there, like landmine oblique twists instead of weighted oblique crunches. Dumbbell overhead raises instead of lat pull downs. But all of them at starter "I'm not really sure if I know what I'm doing" weights. Rather than attacking the exercises I do know with more weight.
Truth is I'm just starting to feel the effects of getting lean, and people are not joking: ya kinda start feeling shitty. And when you're hitting the gym still, you have a pretty good metric of how it starts to effect you.
This has been a fun little experiment. I've held the one variable I truly have a grasp on, daily calories, steady for almost a year and a half. And while my calories have stayed the same, I have watched all the other stuff change. Musculature, Body Fat, Motivation, Overall Energy, Work Capacity, etc and so forth. It's kind of fascinating looking at the body mechanistically and to in some ways treat it like a machine.
But to be honest, I'm ready for this cut to be over. Not because I'm dying to eat more food, or stop keeping a fairly consistent diet and pigging out......I wanna see what I can do for myself when I'm in a calorie surplus. I'm 5'11" and probably between 185 and 190. I could conceivably put on another 10 to 15 pounds of muscle before hitting my probable genetic limits. Damn hard to do that when you're burning off everything you eat though. And I'm just a little tired of feeling like I'm struggling more to do less in the gym.
Make me wonder how the guys who stay shredded year 'round manage to stay there so consistently. (The natural ones, that is.) Not because ultimately I think it's hard to do so but...you must need to adapt to operating at just slightly above maintenance calories while still pushing yourself and lifting until it's no longer an issue for your body. Because the trip down there...definitely has its challenges. It's not the hunger. It's not necessarily the mood or the daily energy that I have a hard time with, although I've noticed these things. It's when I'm in the gym and trying to give maximum effort that I really feel the deficit. I've adapted to where I'm at in my workout, but going above and beyond that is something I've been putting off pretty much in every area. Keep saying I'm going to push my deadlift but don't. Keep saying I'm going to up my squats, but don't. Keep saying I'll up my lat pull downs, but don't. Keep saying I should push my OHP but what I'm at already feels pretty damn challenging. Truth is, I probably should push all my weights up to the point where I can do 5 to 6 reps and make that the new normal. Doing so will be an order of magnitude more difficult though.
But today I did go do a very small set of dips in the morning. I can do maybe two to three decent ones, so I guess I'll start there. When I tried to do them a year ago I was NOT ready and my shoulder absolutely let me know it. Now with some proper form and a lot more back and shoulder stability, I can get a few in. Really, kind of like I alluded to in a previous post, I think I'm hitting the point where I feel like everything is at a decent base line for myself personally, and now I need to start specializing a little on the specific things I care about.
I'm kinda torn. Part of me is like "just cut out the last bits of garbo out of your diet, go low carb for a month and get this cut over with so we can hit the gym harder and grow." The other part is like "You started this put to a number to how long it takes to get lean without eating and living like a fitness model. Don't quit at the last minute because things are actually getting tough now." And one verrrryyy tiny part is like "Just start eating more now."
Just gotta remain patient, I suppose.