No. Because I need to make things right.
When I woke up this morning, I was expecting that, yes, I was a day late. But maybe they'd give me a chance, like "Hey, this is your last chance as agreed on. So, you can either update or pass the reigns". But then, I wake up to see that I was already ditched. I was too late. I messed up. But rather than take that into consideration, I thought you had betrayed me. That by not giving me that heads-up, you were showing you didn't trust me. You didn't care about me. I was hurt and angry. It didn't help that I had strained my calf muscle to the point where I was limping in pain everywhere I was going. It honestly felt like no one cared. That I was, in fact, the bad guy because no one bothered to give me the time of day or let me know beforehand.
I'm sorry I called you a motherfucker. I'm sorry I let this bother me so much, and I know my behavior cannot be excused. Well, actually, yes it can because rage is a hell of a drug and I legitimately did not care. But my point is you've likely never been so angry as to feel like someone could literally die and you wouldn't care. I imagine you've never been shivering and shaking with your anger, burning inside like a plague as you want nothing more than to scare the other person and make them feel sorry they've ever messed with you.
It's not "Your fault", you aren't "greedy". But I didn't break any forum guidelines, either. I never called you a racial slur, I never asked you for nudes, and I never insulted you directly. It was either generic swears that are easily construed as mere exclamations, or me saying an idea was stupid.
But no. I'm not going. Not when there's a chance I can make things right. Not when there is a way I can do things to where everyone goes home happy. So, either you tell me again to go and I disagree, or you sit down and talk to me for once. "What we had" isn't over, likely because I have no idea what you're talking about (since nothing before this thread even went up gave the slightest impression we ever had a volatile relationship, so I'm pretty sure you pulled that out of your ass, but whatever) So, which we be: Talk it out, or have me stay here forever, never letting up the fact that I got screwed until I either get banned or die?
EDIT: Oh, and if you're going to say "You're breaking a site rule, I told you to leave"-Nah. You said "I think you should go." Yes, that's the polite way to say "Get out", but it also uses ambiguous syntax. My favorite kind of syntax. So, I used it to my advantage.
EDIT2: Oh...thank you for...considering it...I guess?
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