Yeah, like, I got no health care, bad teeth, fucked all sorts of way by shit republicans do. I grew up watching Reagan flip me the bird every day, when I was randomly asked outside of a library if I knew he had died I instantly quipped that "I'm surprised, I thought he was a cyborg" and on what I thought his greatest accomplishment was, the most airable and nicest thing I could think of was "breaking russia" because I knew ranting about his ruining the lives of anybody slightly darker than white and letting corporations powerfuck america would never get on tv.
My only hope at this point for good news on the president front is for Biden to pick someone cool like Stacey Abrams or even flip a coin between Harris and Warren for VP, then keel over in office, but it's a lie to say I hope. I don't know how to trust, I lack the ability to believe, and the closest I ever came to hope was when I heard my dad killed himself so I could stop dreading the idea of him finding my mom again or worrying about covering all the bases regarding disposing of him (pig farm, nobody wants to dig through pig shit to find corpse chunks).
That's my mindset: what do I dread least, so I'm happy for you if you can honestly hope things are going to get better, I'm happy you can believe in the Kamina who believes in you and row row fight the powah, seriously.
It's probably a less bleak position than expecting you're going to get betrayed and disappointed completely by everyone who claims to be an authority figure because that's what experience has shown you every time you thought something different may happen.
I'd be thrilled to be wrong, and get surprised by someone in power not disappointing me, I'll settle for someone who isn't actively trying to ruin everything that remotely helps or protects those who most need help and protection.
I do have to point out that the threat of people who wanted Bernie not voting because he isn't winning when they didn't come out to vote for him is... strange to say the least.