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[Urist McScoopbeard]

I don't know. Life just doesn't seem to be the wonderful place it usually it is for me. I look at people smiling and happy and it just reminds of how unfulfilled my own life it.

Don't get me wrong, I've been managing my depression for 3+ years now, but sometimes it still just gets to me. I had really bad "attack" so to speak, or episode, if you will about a two week ago and being a functioning human being has been kind of difficult. Throw in a bad case of unrequited love and the fact that I haven't stopped hating myself and well... It's all just getting very tiresome.

I don't really have anything specific, nor anything solvable... Just need to vent some. This is the worst I've felt since high school I think.

[LARD]

Normally in these situations I just stay silent and listen, but this is the internet and it would just look like no one is here.  I guess listening is the only thing I can offer in this case but I will do it gladly.

[NRDL]

*Hugpat*

If internet peoples could do more than offer sympathy and well-intentioned but difficult to implement advice, we'd be on that in a heartbeat.  People care Urist, I hope that makes you feel better.

[Shadowgandor]

Whenever I feel like that, I try to excersise, or at the very least walk/bike more instead of public transport/car. I usually start feeling better in the same week.

*hug*

[TheBiggerFish]

*Hugpat*

If internet peoples could do more than offer sympathy and well-intentioned but difficult to implement advice, we'd be on that in a heartbeat.  People care Urist, I hope that makes you feel better.

*adds to the hugpile*

[FallacyofUrist]

You say your life is unfulfilled.
Well, that's easy to get to work on: do stuff.

You have any hobbies? Push them.

Maybe write a bucket list and get started.

Doesn't matter too much what you choose to push on, so long as it's actually pushing. As in, you're making strides, making improvements, giving you something you can point to in your life to say "I'm doing stuff."

[Urist McScoopbeard]

Thanks for hug pats people!

I actually do do stuff--I'm busy as fuck at college. Most my depression is pretty unfounded... I just can't help it. I get these attacks where I just fucking hate myself. *shrug* I just have learned to deal with and move on--it helps to post on the internet sometimes, just a little!

[NRDL]

As long as you're willing to hear it, we'll hugpat you into oblivion 

[Catmeat]

Join a gang   

[TheBiggerFish]

As long as you're willing to hear it, we'll hugpat you into oblivion 

Indeed.

[RoseHeart]

I'm not myself a religious person but I know churches are a place people can get a strong sense of community. You can also get some of that from just clubs. Try and meetup.com

[helmacon]

I'm not myself a religious person but I know churches are a place people can get a strong sense of community. You can also get some of that from just clubs. Try and meetup.com

Unless you are already religious I wouldnt recomend a church. If you pick the wrong one you might just get a whole pile of other crap to deal with.

Anyways, I hear you on the depression stuff. That's rough.
+1 to the Hugs.

[Urist McScoopbeard]

Thanks for the support guys. I don't know why, but it's just been a real hard start to the semester here at uni!

EDIT: Also, no. Not religious. Creepy creepy, yo!

EDIT: Perhaps I do need a new social outlet though... My current one has stagnated a little bit. Will look into it. Danke for the suggestion.

[TheBiggerFish]

*hugs*

Know the feel.