Osrios had taken the bottom bunk of bed 3, claiming the last of the bottom beds for the beanpoles of the squadron.
His possessions were stored neatly in two sturdy dufflebags that he had over his career fashioned into a makeshift pillows-it perfectly fit his style of sleeping (hands folded behind his head, legs crossed neatly), ensuring at least his head and legs were comfortable. Also, it sent a not so subtle message to others about how he viewed his personal possessions. He hadn't used the drawers at all-experience he had earned had told him you couldn't be sure of carrying anything away, except what you had on your person...after more than a few months of panicked fumbling after being woken in the night by surprise attacks.
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His personal items were a journal (Quite a hefty one, by the look it), a set of recording tapes (neatly stored in a watertight case), and a bulky personal audio recorder to use them on-he was often seen making notes and keeping records, no doubt to be used after the war, which at least implied he had a strong desire to survive it. A wiser man might even assume it was one of the things he did to keep from falling into despair-writing for the future.
He kept his fine looking pistol (a gleaming revolver with an engraved hilt) on a belt holster usually-said holster was often hanging in hands reach of wherever he was sleeping at the time. Though he had not actually fired it many times, he kept it in immaculate condition.
While he was sleeping in his BDU's, he had a few pairs of more than decent casual clothing, a nod to his life-his family at least made sure his boots never had holes, and his socks were always fresh-and he had longed stopped feeling bad about it. The one thing he refused to be parted with, however-was his jacket, one he slept, ate, and rode to battle in-said jacket emblazoning the 'Sharkteeth'-A somewhat popular Terralban sports team who played Gearball. The jacket was originally blue-denim (a common enough material, quite affordable), but over time it had been faded, torn and beaten to Hell and back-it shows signs of having been mended by unsteady hands many times. The jacket doesn't even seem to fit him particularly well, being somewhat shorter in the wrist than he might be expected to enjoy...
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Osrios does not, in fact, wake up at all. He has also found that sleep is almost as important as fighting in war-every minute is precious, and unless roused (by an ally, a surprise attack, or a superior officer-in reverse order of importance) he's apt to keep snoring for a few hours. He might, in fact, sleep all day. That being said, he's also learned to be a very light sleeper...
He often dreams of the feel of a wide warm sea enveloping his skin, the scent of a strikingly bitter perfume on an icy cold wind, and the lingering aroma of chimney smoke, or pine needles-fresh sausage, and melted cheese on toast-long, dark black hair tickling his chin. The sound of a steady and sane rain over his head, striking metal. The feel of a slender, yet calloused finger placed on his palm, reading his lifelines, telling his future, making him smile. And, much worse things-burning steel, melting lead, and cooking fat. Plaster dust, and the rank scent of blood, the brief snap of a bone. A scream in a single pitch, wavering up and down like a air-raid drill. The winds of explosions past buffet him, the sound of shrapnel ringing like church bells off the hull of his mech. He is in the storm, yet the storm does not touch him...he has found as much peace, as he could ever have hoped for.
His dreams are these fragments. No substance, or deeper meaning-wild sensory topothesia, that he scarcely remembers upon waking, yet they keep him and hold him-leaving him sane enough, anyway.