That nobody hates you?
Seriously, man. What makes more sense?
That there's a massive amount of people willing to lie to your face about whether you're a nice person (1)
Or they're not lying (2)?
I'd believe option 2 more...
What makes more sense? Given the community? One. One for sure.
Whether you don't like yourself or not doesn't have any bearing on whether other people think you're cool.
Okay. But no one does. That's the point. My own opinion of myself is irrelevant.
...You're systematically wiping your posts? Aw, c'mon...
Yes I am. Now can you quit hijacking my thread and trying to make me look like a liar (i.e. like you lot)?
....
All right, I give up. I'm done trying to help. I can't take this anymore. You refuse to listen to a word I say if it's positive, you accuse the
entire community of being unrepentant asshats to the point that every single one of them allegedly hates you, even
people who have never interacted with you, (and there's proof of that, too) and then, after all of that, you have the gall to accuse me of of being a liar. I'm done. I am
done. You need more help than I can give.
I've tried. For months I've tried. I'm done.
Dammit, this sucks. For what it's worth, I'm sorry.
Seriously, though. I would talk to a professional about this. That's all I have left to say. You're lying to yourself, and I don’t know how to fix it.