I'm of the firm belief that it's better to find some balance, than to forever have a longing pathological relationship with a subject that will never truely leave you.
But also it depends right... Easy for me to talk since it's so easy to have a sensible relationship with weed for example... It's no sorcery to produce it and stop paying for it. Once the money question is out of the window, this only a choice between you and your own body... What's the payoff of alcohol, nicotine, caffeine, etc? The thing is alcohol has an absolutely awful cost benefit value, possibly the worst of all drugs.
I also have an unhealthy relationship to alcohol. Went from, I never drink, to sporadic bingedrinking, to very regular heavy drinking but with very regular intervals between, to dailydrinking small amounts, to allmost daily fast drinking (can I hit myself hard quick, so that I feel super drunk when going to bed, but not or allmost not be hungover), to very irregular heavy drinking with month long intervals between... These days it's either that, so heavy drinking because I'm going out, which happens very rarely lately, or from time to time I'll bring some alcohol home, and then it lasts never long (oh except the shit nobody drinks, there is like 50 bottles of wine etc in the house at all times, accumulated gifts from over the years), but I never exceed 10-15cl liquor or their equivalent in beer, my hungover safe amount. To somebody who studies addiction I'm an alcoholic, to somebody who is alcoholic, I am not alcoholic. My saving grace is that I can not actually be hungover several days in a row, how torturous, the idea put myself through more of it once I'm hungover is unbearable to me, I simply do not go there. It's a social lubricant and I'm a self destructive idiot, but I don't "truely fall for it". Haven't drunken anything since january second (there were 4 beers and 30cl rum for NYE and we didn't finish it), and I intend not to buy any, for a while, like a really long while... We'll see about the rest.
So you do you, you must know what the payoff is to you. But I'll just go ahead and list why I think alcohol might have the worst cost benefit of them all:
-It's very poisonous, still one of our best desinfectants, good way to gauge toxicity is to check how well your body can metabolize the substance, well the damn stuff basically flushes through the entirety of your body, like osmosis basically, and it's a solvent, so it's kind of expected that it would hurt to overdo it. It doesn't really care about the bloodbrain barrier, it even quells out of your lungs FCOL.
-The trip I mean what the hell why do we enjoy this shit, yeah right everything flows and the worlds is super bearable, the perfect amount is a bit like social easy mode, but ultimatively you're relinquishing control just to BET that things will go smoothly which COULD cause a good time, a bunch of yelling, tears and broken glas is all the same to the alcohol.
-So while you're a fumbling idiot, you know what you need, for the damn stuff to be ubiquitous, hey let's head out and get some more, it's only 3:30AM, I know a gas station -> procure at inflated prices because of the next property.
-Consumption mode. Like suckling on mother's tits... So primal... You could have lost 98% of your motor skills, and you mightstill be able to put yourself in a worse state, heck you might even be exceptionally motivated to do so. Which leads us to the next item on our list.
-You can pick the cheapest fucking booze on the menu, big volume, high alcohol content for the price relatively speaking, and still spend a fortune, because of the primal consumption mode. Humans can drink a lot, it'll just fly out the fronthole faster.
If you were an alien, an somebody gave you the equivalent of that suitcase in fear and loathing in las vegas, and you would browse the different instruction leaflets informing you about the substances at your disposal... You'd read alcohol, go "what the fuck, why would I want that?", and pick something else presumably, or you would smell it, and then pick something else.